Silverwolf
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TxCoord and I have been having a rough time,as we've posted about the various things,deaths in the family,chronic illness and so on.
Now a friend I've corresponded w/ on-line for a number of years... doesn't want to be bothered by my long chatty posts. Not fun to open up something [ it was another board ] that usually brings some fun into life,only to be rejected w/o warning.
And then we got word that TxCoord was passed over for a position at work he really really wanted and needed the second time now, this has happened in a few weeks.
I know much of my postings have been from the mullygrubs lately. We off in a few to try to find some herbal supplements that will help. Can't find a Dr. who'll help.
Sorry I just need somewhere to vent for a moment. I try to be kind polite and reasonable...but it takes me too many words to say things nowadays...
Well...BBL... Jus' Silverwolf in Shadow
-------------------- 2006,May-August2006 Dx w/ Lyme/Bartonella/White Matter Lesion Disease on Brain. [ Clinical Dx w/ two positives and several IND's on the tests from Igenex ], Prior Dx of CFIDS/CEBV 1992, and FMS '93-'94 Diabetes*2 Dx 10/'08 Posts: 3581 | From SE Idaho | Registered: May 2006
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merrygirl
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I am sorry you are having such a hard time.
Please know you are not alone.
Sending positive thoughts your way,
Melissa
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bettyg
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silverwolf and txcoord,
you know you always have a place HERE where we will talk and support you both as you continue going thru life's events !!
sorry the troubles continue; shucky darn for tx not being selected for the job he really wanted!!
keep your head up; this person was a fair weather friend you don't need.
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Silverwolf
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<<<<< MerryGirl and bettyg >>>>>,
Thanks for the kind replies,trying to find a way to feel better about things.
The 'fairweather friend' is going along their way seemingly blissfully unaware that I felt very rejected,on that other board.
Too tired to even try to explain to them,definetly don't want to snark and snip. So I just let it go,and am taking break from that board for awhile[it isn't Lyme connected].
TxCoord is of course more than just disappointed. He is trying to find a few minutes here and there,and looking for other work.
He needs something w/ better hours,and benifits.And where if he did much overtime he'd get paid for it.
Thanks again for the kindness,and not ignoring me...because it 'might take to long to answer' since my posts are 'so very long'!!!
Love from Silverwolf
-------------------- 2006,May-August2006 Dx w/ Lyme/Bartonella/White Matter Lesion Disease on Brain. [ Clinical Dx w/ two positives and several IND's on the tests from Igenex ], Prior Dx of CFIDS/CEBV 1992, and FMS '93-'94 Diabetes*2 Dx 10/'08 Posts: 3581 | From SE Idaho | Registered: May 2006
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We all have those days ... those moments when something happens that feels like being kicked when you're down. I can totally relate!
I just wanted to write and give you some support and tell you I totally feel for you. Vent away! Know that your venting is heard and very much sympathized with.
I wish I could be more helpful and not say anything that sounds like a ridiculous platitude. You know it will get better, it always does, but it's good to get the feelings out of your system too so they don't pile up.
Take care to both of you and here's hoping things get better and better for you both.
Cheers,
Alison
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Silverwolf
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<<<<< AlisonP >>>>>,
Thank You for the kind reply supporting me!
I was teary eyed off and on most of yesterday,and then woke in tears in the early a.m. today [like 2:00 a.m.].
I couldn't sleep,so had to take a nap today,and now am working on laundry.
My patience seems to be worn super thin right now. Guess I'll see what happens when I've been on some new herbals for a few days!!!
Thanks again <<<<< Lymers >>>>>, for making me feel a little better!!!
Love Silverwolf
-------------------- 2006,May-August2006 Dx w/ Lyme/Bartonella/White Matter Lesion Disease on Brain. [ Clinical Dx w/ two positives and several IND's on the tests from Igenex ], Prior Dx of CFIDS/CEBV 1992, and FMS '93-'94 Diabetes*2 Dx 10/'08 Posts: 3581 | From SE Idaho | Registered: May 2006
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Tracy9
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Silverwolf, Please feel free to join us on Lymechat if you feel lonely or just want to chat. We are there every night until the wee hours, literally until 1 - 3 am Eastern time.
13 years Lyme & Co.; Small Fiber Neuropathy; Myasthenia Gravis, Adrenal Insufficiency. On chemo for 2 1/2 years as experimental treatment for MG. Posts: 4480 | From Northeastern Connecticut | Registered: Jun 2005
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Silverwolf
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<<<<< Tracy9 >>>>>,
Thanks for the encouragement,and Chat info'!
We are on Mountain time I think,I'll have to check w/ TxCoord. His nephew lives on the east coast.
<<<<< All Lymer Repliers >>>>> to this post,it's update time:
No jobs located yet for TxCoord, so he is still working crazy rough hours. We continue to search [and I wish I was well enough to work].
As to the friend I correspond w/ from a differnt board. I was really hurting,about it all. I didn't want to be mean spirited.
She finally realised, that I was hurting,I had tried to take some time,and give her some space.
Correspondance friend is ill herself,and like me it takes time for the light to dawn soemtimes.
She has ME/CFIDs and severe Arthritis in her back. And they are trying to get some housing redo done, before bad weather sets in.
Some days she cannot think straight.and felt really bad when she realised how things came across. So we are working things out.
Correspondance friend,now has some more idea about why my threads are so long,and such as well.
No -new- news on family members,and persons of concern yet.who are in ill health. I hope to have some updates on at least one of them soon!
Okeydokey...back to Lyme boarding
Jus' Silverwolf
-------------------- 2006,May-August2006 Dx w/ Lyme/Bartonella/White Matter Lesion Disease on Brain. [ Clinical Dx w/ two positives and several IND's on the tests from Igenex ], Prior Dx of CFIDS/CEBV 1992, and FMS '93-'94 Diabetes*2 Dx 10/'08 Posts: 3581 | From SE Idaho | Registered: May 2006
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bettyg
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silver, thanks for update on you/hubby!
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