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Posted by nonna05 (Member # 33557) on :
I just hope somebody out there has time to pray for me. I'm so discouraged.

Besides being taken off all ABX's and start Candida plan ,what ever that is I just can't understand why this hangs on so long,

Husband is treating me badly=====Daughter was supposed to come get me and take me to REP. Georgia, for more one on one help

She came ,she shopped. saw friends and was never home. She had a helper to get me back there.

They were here 5 weeks, I got one shower and watched them fill the suitcase with Old Navy, Target, Ross etc.

Leaving me no room to pack even one case a week,

Told kids I wasn't trying and would not be going .

So I slept on couch 5 weeks ,hearing how important it was for me to go with them,

Lord God all mighty if I could do one of those things myself, life would be different,

Some of my mail is 2 years old ,so she started yet the third box of info her I have # boxes to totally redo

Posted by Dekrator48 (Member # 18239) on :
You are not forgotten, nonna!!

I am praying for you, for all of your needs.

May you feel God's love and peace with you.

[group hug]
Posted by faithful777 (Member # 22872) on :
Posted by healthywealthywise (Member # 8595) on :
I wish we lived life is not much different. Maybe together, we'd find a way to be saved from this hell and escape.

{hugging you tight}
Posted by Lymetoo (Member # 743) on :
Will do, nonna!
Posted by sickofthepain (Member # 39579) on :
Praying too. Sorry for your mistreatment. Praying that it gets better.
Posted by nonna05 (Member # 33557) on :
Thank you so much.....\

Last night I just blew up. yelling, slamming door's etc...... frustrated that if some one

doesn't treat me like an adult and have the idea of taking over if they do.

Gripe I ran a construction company for 28 year.
Just God and I.....


anyone ever fall out of a tub because "they knew better?????

I just feel awful that I
I'm not further along........
Posted by nonna05 (Member # 33557) on :
What slows the healing done?

I could be messing up and not sure how.

Lord doctor's just like to pass you on and over.

My legs are swelling...not one answer .

Pulminary,cardio,RA.PC vein specialist the just Say Edema or nothing at all,nobody wants to deal with it.
Posted by aklnwlf (Member # 5960) on :
First off.......

[group hug]

I have occasional swelling in my feet and lower legs. My GP put me on a diuretic that I take now and then. I sit most of the day at my job so that might be aggravating whatever is causing it.

I've had to come here many times for support because it was lacking in ALL of my relationships. Others just don't get how sick we really are.

We're here for you Nonna!
Posted by LisaK (Member # 41384) on :
Aw, I am sorry this is happening!

I care about you.

I will be praying!

[group hug]
Posted by momindeep (Member # 7618) on :
Nonna...I will pray for you too.
Posted by sickofthepain (Member # 39579) on :
Still praying nonna.
Posted by GretaM (Member # 40917) on :
Praying for you nonna.

The days are hard and the nights are longer.

I hope your family wakes up and realizes they need to shape up and help you.
Posted by nonna05 (Member # 33557) on :
How is anybody expected to get well when they are so sick, being treated badly by family or not at all from them.

Going on almost 9 years or more and it's like everybody has forgotten about me.

That's a long time...I'm way off their radar.

Then husband is getting kinda scary

Healthy wealthy and wise ..Thank you.That would be great.

This heavy feeling hasn't left in a long while.

GretaM , they say that they help, I don't see it.

It's just to big of an issue for them.

In tears again, that's so not like me.

I'm so worn out about all of it.

Thank you for your prayers

Posted by linky123 (Member # 19974) on :
Praying for Nonna!
Posted by nonna05 (Member # 33557) on :
any of you have pain ,weakness , brain fog ,seeming to rotate during month????????

Full moons I get very upset about all this.

Turned my world up-side down.

I have got to pull papers and mail together, somebody is trying to use my info for fraud.

Please pray for financial protection and maybe even blessing's and of course health.

Thank you all------------This illness is really mean. The really bad pain came back after a 6 month break of the 8's and up to torture feeling.

Please anybody have any idea's to try????????????

I took a full shower by myself, first time in 5 years. [bow]

I've gone as long as 2 1/2 months with just 1 wipe down.GROSS

I could not stand being near me. We won't get into why not, when I have a husband at the same address.

He's so busy going around telling every body in ear shot that I've lost it.

I really Pray the Lord would step in and give me help, healing, and what to do for others.

Also to defend me from wrong Doctor's , family and Lie's
about me and symptoms to other people

I have a critical care/(/Pulmonary) specialist///?? spelling//// seeing me soon.

He's doing an x-ray on sinuses, and usual breathing test as an out patient. He wants it with contrast.

I have been coughing for months. The last 8 months being double hard.

He was recommended by RA DR.
It's hard to get my husband to drive me to these Medical offices. Farther away. So that drains me, just to get ready. Clean or not.

Then he has to throw his fit. Lord it' was amazing how much better I felt when my Triplets Grand-daughters were here. [kiss]

My daughter (only child) had them running around every where. Not slowing down enough to work me in with something.

So she said I didn't have thing's ready( that's what I thought she was to help with.

I kept telling her I had pneumonia's for 6 month's
and we have to time it with the sickness.

I'm here still ,She is overseas , and she had a shopping trip with a Georgian, in Colo.

I pray the girls could tell basically what happened.

Their Nonna tried

My triplets seem to have me further in the back of mind. I so wanted to be with them the first 9 years.

So much develops during those years with family being the biggest
Posted by sickofthepain (Member # 39579) on :
Praying, nonna, that you will be treated for the multiple coinfections that you may be carrying and detox.Keep searching. keep hoping. Praying that someone will come into your life to take you to these appts.
Posted by hopingandpraying (Member # 9256) on :
I'm so sorry you are not getting the care you need.

Check the online state Lyme groups at:

Maybe they can help you.

Some more resources (including Support Group info):

For uplifting, encouraging, life-changing music, listen to KLOVE (FM radio) on 91.1 FM in your city. You can also listen online anytime by clicking on "Listen Online" on their homepage (upper-right hand side).

Your life most certainly matters, After all, you are "fearfully and wonderfully made."

Prayers and blessings to and for you.
Posted by Marz (Member # 3446) on :
How are you now, dear Nonna???

I am still keeping you in my prayers
Posted by Silverwolf (Member # 9196) on :
Hi <<<<< Nonna >>>>>,

You are in my tho'ts and prayers, Hoping that you can get help and answers soon.

Please don't give up, we are here,and listening. And I believe that the Lord is listening. I know often it seems like we are alone,but I have to believe like the Poem/Story 'Footprints in the Sand'.

When it feels like we really are alone,and we can only see one set of footprints,we are really being carried by the Lord.

Just Silverwolfi thinking of you.

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