Bartenderbonnie
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Today is the end of month 5 treatment. I feel like a solider returning from war. The invaders have been relentless with constant enemy attacks. I try not to show weakness or they will advance.
Symptoms:
Exhaustion(not fatigue) Zombie(stare into space for hours) Crossed-eyes(optic nerve malfunction) Face numb, nose numb, tongue numb Yawn constantly Unable to walk without holding onto wall Sleep in 15 minute intervals Spinal cord vibrations Constant feeling of losing conscienceness Bladder pain, back pain, eye pain, feet pain Legs go numb Anxiety through the roof
I m trying to mount what little resources I have left for a counter-attack. It's like that old saying, " If you can't learn anything from a beating then you'd better learn to like them."
Posts: 2977 | From Florida | Registered: Nov 2016
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aklnwlf
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Hang in there Boonie!
-------------------- Do not take this as medical advice. This comment is based on opinion and personal experience only.
Alaska Lone Wolf Posts: 6147 | From Columbus, GA | Registered: Jul 2004
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I'm sorry Bonnie, This month has been a setback for me as well. It's hard to get the umph back up to fight again and again and again. I understand oh so well. I'm sure we all do.
I always just tell myself to hold on until the next break comes. I go up and down all the time. I just never know when things will ease a bit. AND I really mean just a bit, but I'll take it.
Keep going. Month 5 was when I started trying to weight lift very little and I did see a difference. It is REALLY hard to talk yourself into it when you feel so crumby, but I think it helped.
Hold on.
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Bartenderbonnie
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Just what I needed, reinforcements on the front lines.
Thanks guys !
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If you need resources I can send you a box of goodies Bonnie. I have a stash leftover from healing my liver and they've been stored hermetically - extracts, herbs, all kinds of good things.
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Bartenderbonnie
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Thank you for your generosity, jory.
You are SO nice.
Posts: 2977 | From Florida | Registered: Nov 2016
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Just say the word and I'm going to the post office the next day I feel well enough to leave the house!
This applies to anyone else who needs it due to a lack of resources. I have primo 80% silymarin extracts, 1:5 dandelion extracts, tinospora cordifolia extracts, lysimachia extract and lysimachia herb (picked right off of trees in Shanxi province), beet root extracts and much more that should go to good use.
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