Hoosiers51
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I just need to vent.
The logistics of moving and getting stuff going for my health in a new location has been a small nightmare.
First of all, I am relapsing. I am sleeping literally all day, so nothing gets done. It is horribly depressing.
I have SO many calls that need to be made, to get lots of stuff set up, like my sleep apnea stuff. Then add to that that no one does their job properly. Meaning I have to make the same call like 3 times to get people to do things for me (forget the fact that I can barely muster it up for call #1).
So basically, the only way this stuff is going to get done is with help from God. I can only do what I can do. Call people, when I can. Or beg my husband to. Then micromanage him, because for some reason he needs micromanaging.
And when I talk to my husband, I have to ask him the same thing like 5 times....because he never listens the first time. So frustrating. I hate repeating myself.
Then have to pray that the idiots I have the pleasure of speaking with on the phone can actually do what I'm asking them (very nicely) to do.
It seems like a chain that is breaking at every juncture. Even if I fix it in one place, it's falling apart somewhere else.
I would really like some prayers that I can get my apnea equipment, and that it will work. And if it doesn't work, that I can find a doctor who will help me find equipment that does work.
I need a personal assistant. Don't we all? It makes me want to cry. I feel like if I could just find ONE person that isn't too busy to help, and has 10 brain cells or more, they could get this finished in like 15 minutes, instead of the 2-3 weeks it's been taking.
Also, I really need to find a psychiatrist. But I don't even know where to start, with the new insurance and all that. Everything seems overwhelming. I can't make any calls because I get up too late. I sleep about 12 hours a day at least.
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Im so sorry. I cant imagine. No wonder youre feeling overwhelmed! I wish i had advice but i dont. What i DO have are prayers...and i certainly will pray for you. You will get on the other side of this..you just have to hang in until you do. Hopefully it will be sooner than later. Hugs...
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Hoosiers51
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Thank you, Misfit!!!!
I got up today around 4:45 and was able to make a couple calls. It is amazing, but I actually did get something done with the 15 minutes I had (before things close).
Maybe the prayers are what helped, thank you.
Still trying to get prescriptions for my apnea stuff transferred though. I will be soooo happy once that can get done.
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You WILL get on the other side of this! I cant guarantee youll still have your sanity tho lol. I know how badly stress affects our bodies. Now if we could just impart that to others wed have it made!
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kidsgotlyme
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Hey Hoosiers. Did you get moved and everything straightened out??
I hate moving! It's so stressful.
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