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I am at the new beginning of what has already been a very hard, confusing, depressing, lonely, abusive, life altering experience.
I got bit by a tick when i was 18 while camping with a friend. I went to the doctor 2 days later because it looked so bad and i was concerned about lyme disease (not knowing anything about it really, i just heard that dogs got lyme from ticks...)
Doctor: 'lyme doesnt exist in humans so you can go home'
11 years later....
Married, 3 kids under 9, and just barely learning to get over the 'im crazy, lazy, selfish, psychotic, worthless, nothing-really-wrong-with-me self loathing attitude' which i have had to endure for so long.
I need to conquer this! I dont know of any llmd's in my area... but i have such a bad taste in my mouth from doctors who dont even care about me at all that i am genuinely petrified to expect treatment that will do anything other than strip my cash cow, and strip my self worth.
Anyone out there with a simular story? Has anyone else had sucess treating themselves? What natural remedies have you seen the best results from?
Im so excited to connect with people who share the same experiences and symptoms as this has been the lonliest solitary confined series of years ......ever
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sharklesparx, there is a good lyme support group that meets in Corvallis and two good doctors who
are lyme literate in the Portland area. I was bitten in Portland in 2006 I was told that there
was no lyme in Oregon. Ha, ha. I go to the support group in Portland and find it very
informative. In our support group it is apparent that some people respond well to antibiotic
therapy and some people respond to herbal treatment and some do both and do well. Every
body seems to be different and differently affected by this. You may also have co-infections
like bartonella and/or babesia or others and you would do well to consult with a lyme literate
naturopath or doctor. I will PM you with info
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Sammi
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I am sorry you have suffered for so long, but it is good you have an answer now.
I agree with the others about seeing a Lyme knowledgeable doctor. You should have your children evaluated also because Lyme can be passed through pregnancy and breastfeeding.
Good help is available, and you are not alone.
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- As there are zero LLMDs in Oregon and it's a very hostile state regarding lyme, medically speaking . . .
I wonder if you have a LLMD from out of state - or a LL ND. There are a few ILADS educated LL NDs in Oregon.
LL = lyme literate
ND = Naturopathic doctor
Do you need detail about all that?
Do you need to find a lyme support group? There are a couple in the Willamette Valley, of course as that runs the full lenght of the state, there may or may not be one near you.
Not sure how you were diagnosed or by whom - but you also need to be assessed for OTHER tick-borne infections.
Best of luck to you. I know being in Oregon it's beyond even extremely difficult but do connect with a support group to help guide you next move. -
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- You asked if the medical malpractice and medical abuse has been experienced by others. Yes. For hundreds, even thousands around the U.S. Some experiences of others in Oregon:
Just zipper in the state name where you seek a LL doctor. To join for discussion, best to join in your own state. -
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- When considering herbal / nutritional / adjunct methods:
if at all possible - because each person & each case is different - it's best to consult with an ILADS-educated LL (lyme literate) doctor who has completed four years of post-graduate medical education in the field of herbal and nutritional medicine -
- and someone who is current with ILADS' research & presentations, past and present.
Many LL NDs incorporate antibiotics (depending upon the licensing laws in their state). Some LLMDs and LL NDs have good working relationships.
When possible, it's great to have both a LLMD and LL ND and even better when they have a long-standing professional relationship.
Integrative / Holistic M.D., etc. (Be aware that those in this category can have various levels of formal herbal &/or nutritional education, perhaps even just a short course. Do ask first.)
Links to many articles and books by holistic-minded LL doctors of various degrees who all have this basic approach in common:
Understanding of the importance of addressing the infection(s) fully head-on with specific measures from all corners of medicine;
knowing which supplements have direct impact, which are only support and which are both.
You can compare and contrast many approaches.
BASIC HERBAL EDUCATIONAL & SAFETY links,
BODY WORK links with safety tailored to lyme patients,
& WHY you need an ILADS-educated, Lyme Literate Doctor (whether LLMD or LL ND, or both) -
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- Pulling out of the LL ND thread, (IMO) the top three choices for anyone on their own (still BEST with LL ND guidance):
Topic: RIFE Machine - Reference LINKS -
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Keebler
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- I know this is a lot to take in at once, so you may want to just save the thread link -- or copy and paste the posts for your STUDY PAGE.
I want to be sure you have the basics of what you need to get started. Within the diagnosis thread you will find Burrascano's treatment guidelines. Be sure to see that.
Also, below will be a link regarding why it's so important to avoid processed foods. Many will make lyme symptoms so much worse, so much.
Also in the "diagnosing" set, you will find some other articles that explain symptoms just so you can have a better understanding of what you are going through - and acceptance of yourself during this journey. -
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- I suggest that you NOT try to find a MD of any kind in Oregon to treat you - unless - you FIRST get suggestions from someone in the area lyme support groups.
If you see a doctor for other reasons, I would keep lyme to yourself. Once it's noted in your medical chart, you may never receive proper respect again from any doctor. That's been the experience of most with lyme in Oregon.
Oregon MDs are strickly prohibited by the Oregon Medical Board from acknowledging and/or treating lyme. Occassionally, one might treat for a few days with just one Rx but that's about the extent of it. Even so, many with a bulls eye rash have been turned away with the state mantra ringing in their ears
"there is no lyme in Oregon" (I'm sure you've heard that before, sadly).
There may be some slight exceptions but you will never convince any doctor in Oregon to learn about lyme. There are couple who might like to but are understandably afraid of loosing their license. It has happened here before.
Only trust those whose MD names you may get from a support group. But also know that even if you find a lyme "friendly" doctor, they will not offer full treatment. They may be able to offer some basic lab monitoring or otherwise assist you with non-lyme issues (while not kicking you out for mentioning the "L" word, as many do).
If you find such a doctor, keep their identity very quiet. Do not talk about them in public, other than in the lyme support groups. "Flying under the radar" is important.
A LL ND (naturopathic doctor), will be able to treat, however, rarely is there any insurance coverage (though there may be for a diagnosis if "pain").
NDs are licensed under a different organization. In Oregon, NDs can prescribe Rx as well as support supplements.
But not every ND is LL. Only a few. And it really matters.
Still many lyme patients go out of state for treatment or do what they can on their own. I know that all too well. So hold on. This can get better. Really.
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- Otter, yes, glad to see you PMed to sharkiesparx a couple Portland area LL NDs contact information. I'm in Portland, too, but don't have energy to PM or privately communicate.
I'm also glad you find the Portland lyme support group to be helpful. I've never been able to go but keep in close contact with the leader and am impressed with the range of topics and interests.
sharkiesparx, if you are not near either Portland or Corvallis, there is also another group further south in the W. Valley. So, you should have a group within a 2 hour drive.
Even if the MDs are dismissive, there are many other good people who have stepped up and become educated about tick-borne infections. They will be glad to help shine some light on your path. Many have gotten better, too.
Best of luck to you. Take care and be sure to breathe. -
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Your story is everyone's story! It's sad that we don't get a lot of support from the medical community.
Just wanted to lend support and wish you well in your healing.
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Keebler
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- Others have said it above but want to also stress that since you were ill (likely with lyme) prior to be beoming a parent (whether male or female), lyme can be passed to offspring.
This often manifests in attention & sensitivity issues (and so much more), so be aware. I hope you find a good LL ND in state (even if you later also go to a LL MD out of state).
A LL ND will also be able to help determine if your children might need to be assessed and, if so, what options they may have.
While all this can seem "heavy" - knowledge is power. May the "force" be with you! And may your heart and soul feel lighter knowing that you have unlocked one very important key. -
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Sorry you had to suffer so long, and hope you will be able to connect with a good treater.
Treatment for Lyme happens in three categories: kill/deter the organisms, detox, and fortify.
Also see if there are any other infections involved, like babesia, bartonella and ehrlichia - you can google their symptoms and see whether you think you match any, and if you do, you can test for them, and treat them too.
You can use the Search function at the top of the page here to type in any word or phrase and archived thread will come up that you can read through. I call it going to Lyme school. Keep in mind we're all different in what we respond to.
Lymetoo brought up an old thread in General Support called the Official Alligator Pit, if you feel like dumping any misinformed doctor stories in it...
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