MADDOG
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Well ,i can't any longer vent to my friends and family,they are wore out!!!!!!!!!!!!
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bettyg
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madddog, we understand; vent here! we're walking in your shoes. so sorry...hugs
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MADDOG
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Thanks bettyg,
I am crying again.
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sammy
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MADDOG, sounds like you need a good hug.
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cantgiveupyet
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Hang in there, everyone here understands. (((Maddog)))
-------------------- "Say it straight simple and with a smile."
"Thus the task is, not so much to see what no one has seen yet, But to think what nobody has thought yet, About what everybody sees."
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joalo
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Hi maddog,
We're not wore out. We're always here to listen so vent away!!
Someone here will probably relate to just about anything you have to say.
-------------------- Sick since January 1985. Misdiagnosed for 20 years. Tested CDC positive October 2005. Treating since April 2006. Posts: 3228 | From Somewhere west of the Mississippi | Registered: Aug 2007
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Dekrator48
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So sorry maddog....
Keep coming here and we will listen.
-------------------- The fibromyalgia I've had for 32 years was an undiagnosed Lyme symptom.
"For I know the plans I have for you", declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future". -Jeremiah 29:11 Posts: 6076 | From Pennsylvania, USA | Registered: Nov 2008
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I know the feeling, and it hurts. I usually wear out chiropractors. Darn that Lyme.
This week I flunked yoga class. First chem sensitivity to the carpet, then chem sensitivity to the lit candle, then my knee popped out!
I think the yoga folks didn't get that I REALLY couldn't handle things until they witnessed this. I told them that I used to be able to do all this fine before I was bitten by a tick.
It helps me to remember my former healthy life, to understand that yes, everyone else for the most part has the privilege, and I'm going to call it privilege, to be able to live the lives they choose to live.
It's actually TAB - temporarily able-bodied. But unless you lose that access, you don't understand, usually.
We live on a different planet and need to hang with each other as well for understanding.
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Keeping you in prayer MD, and wishing you a special blessing today!
-------------------- Wishing You Showers Of Blessings! Lyme since Fall 1983 = Diagnosed Summer 2008 IV Rocephin 7 weeks Stopped due to drug fever Now doxycycline "For I know the plans I have for you...plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11 Posts: 430 | From Sunny South | Registered: Jul 2008
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charlie
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....still here, not going anywhere, but a bit rough around the edges
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Maddog, your friends are still with you...they just need a time out every now and then.. your family will always love you and under- stand what you are going through because they are going through it with you... they feel bad they can't make you better...
so hang in and you can always come here because we all go through this together...
Madge
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It's crazy though. I was just thinking along these same lines yesterday.
I'm sick of saying I don't feel well when someone asks. And I'm sick of their responses.
I get silence after I tell them how I'm feeling....like they had expected me to say I'm better because it's been so long now.
I'm going to stop being honest with them.
From now on, when someone says "how are you feeling? How's your lyme?", I'm just going to say "I'm good" and change the subject.
No one understands this disease.
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MADDOG
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Thanks everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am giving my family and friends here in ohio a break for a while.
I get to whine to my psychologist today.
My lawyer is on the SS thing.
I am sighning up for every gov. aid I can get.
Topaz,here are a couple of comebacks for that question.(how you feeling) 1.I am still kicking but not as high. 2.Have you got all day to listen. 3.Well i still have one foot that isn't in the grave. 4.I feel like warmed over death riding on a fig newton.
(How is your lyme) 1. I squeezed it into some Mezcal. 2. I put it in my tea. 3. I left it in the fridge to long and it molded.
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Silverwolf
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<<<<< MADDOG >>>>> ,
Please, vent away here,Lyme-r family brother...we get it...and we care!!!
Prayers continuing for you!!!!
I hope you can get the help and monies you need!!!
<<<<< Just Don >>>>> hugs for you too!!!
Jus' Silverwolfi w/ 'Swamp mud' and sand in me paws!
[I love the hows your Lyme...especially 'I left it in the frig' to long and it molded'... LOL!!!]
-------------------- 2006,May-August2006 Dx w/ Lyme/Bartonella/White Matter Lesion Disease on Brain. [ Clinical Dx w/ two positives and several IND's on the tests from Igenex ], Prior Dx of CFIDS/CEBV 1992, and FMS '93-'94 Diabetes*2 Dx 10/'08 Posts: 3558 | From SE Idaho | Registered: May 2006
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MadDog I wore them out too. Now I just pretend like I am fine. The good news is that I am much better. But I am not fine, not even close and I still could use some support.
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Long time, no see. I'm sorry you are going through all this stuff. Like just being sick isn't enough. I hope it all works out.
I'm sure your family and friends just need a break. How can they stay away from such a sweet guy for long? Looks like you have lots of friends here so concentrate on that.
Call us sometime. I know Roger would love to talk to you. He's been through a rough Summer himself. He was put on biaxin for a sinus infection and ended up in the psych ward. Can't believe it did that to him. It put him in a manic state.
He's fine now mentally but of course still having physical problems and so am I. Anyway, we would love to hear from you. If you ever need to talk call Roger. You know how he loves to talk.LOL
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