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I used to be the most patient person, nothing really fazed me....now completely different story.....
i feel myself rise from 0-100 in seconds.....like you said shaking, feel like I am going to pass out reactions to things......
I have had to take myself outside recently just to breathe some fresh air and calm down.....and then the next day the same thing wouldnt bother me as much...
Its so irrational and unlike me....I do wonder wether is tick related or its just due to the frustration of the whole process.....
I'll be interested to see other responses
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randibear
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he wasn't doing anything at all. he was working on the computer and i was trying to tell him how to enter something and where i got the information from on taxes.
he kept asking questions, and i'd say but i just told you that...
it's like he wouldn't take my word for it, and then i went wayyyy past 100 -- i mean i was almost crying i was so angry.
and ya'll know that's not me. i am not confrontational at all --AT ALL. i will stand and cry before i'll confront something.
it's so unlike me. and therapy is out. he says i'm the one with the problem.
and i did go, for many months. this was a certified phd type guy too.
he said (and i quote) "man, i would never tackle a vietnam vet. you start unravelling and you don't know what you're going into. you have two choices -- tough it out or leave, cause he is not going to change, period. i can work with you but not with him."
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Keebler
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- I just can't get the words right so deleted my previous reply and I see you've replied to that.
Remember, not everything is lyme. This was not "nothing" - there was stuff to fuel this, just what seems small.
Well, if he won't go to counseling, you can. Or not. But as long as you say everything is lyme, he will never take seriously his part in the communication breakdown. And you may also think emotional releases are to be blamed on lyme when lyme may have nothing to do with it other than making everything harder.
My former husband would not go to counseling either. But I did. It saved my life. I learned so much about communication styles and human behavior and emotions. I can't believe all this is not just taught all along in school. I sure could have used it much sooner. -
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WildCondor
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Yes to the rages. I had a severe one on Rocephin, that drug seemed to do it. Was overcome with sudden extreme anger, broke windows, screamed at my family, went psycho, basically. It calmed down, but it was a scary time! It's important to be on supportive measures like anti-depressants and tranquilizers when things like that start happening.
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Dekrator48
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Here's LymeMD's latest blog dated March 5, 2010 about Lyme rage....
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