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If you've had this a long time, it will take a long time to recover. Being isolated where no one has heard of this, doesn't help!
But!! You have US! 
Tincup's Links for new members
http://flash.lymenet.org/ubb/Forum1/HTML/009342.html
Dr. Joseph J. Burrascano's Guidelines http://www.ilads.org/burrascano_1102.htm
Rose's 15 Facts for Newcomers http://flash.lymenet.org/ubb/Forum1/HTML/011977.html
Camp A and Camp B http://flash.lymenet.org/ubb/Forum1/HTML/021395.html
Abbreviations for Lyme-speak
http://flash.lymenet.org/ubb/Forum1/HTML/020494.html
Making the most of your LLMD visit
http://flash.lymenet.org/ubb/Forum1/HTML/020605.html
Success Stories http://flash.lymenet.org/ubb/Forum1/HTML/022173.html
Western Blot explanation: http://flash.lymenet.org/ubb/Forum1/HTML/022767.html
The cause and spread of Lyme http://flash.lymenet.org/ubb/Forum1/HTML/032259.html
More info: http://www.ilads.org/
Lyme Wars http://www.wildernetwork.org/Lyme_Wars.html
Lyme Disease State Info http://www.lymeinfo.net/support.html
http://www.anapsid.org/lyme/matthewgoss/index.html
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Lymetutu
I hope to improve more. I do a lot of altrnative treatment along with abx.
Hope you have found a good LLMD. Email if you need more help.
robi