Just want to say Hi if some of you are still around that I chatted with at 1 time. This has been my worse year. UGH... Not been a break every month another sorta severe problem from the Uveitis,Kidneys,3 head inj. Like I needed that to add to this fried brain.lol Hey, be nice it is still the holidays??? Recently went in for procedure, ended up 2 hr.+ surg. Still waiting for results on tumor. Have not forgot many of you who had been so sweet, during hurricanes etc. We lucked out here on that part compared to rest. Kerry Take Care my friends/ youngins/keep up the fight. Some of us after 10 + yrs. are getting tad tuckered out. I am still spending any extra energy on research, helping others when able, etc. Recently won scholarship Leaders Against Pain. Far from Fl. in Calif. Orange county. Invited to dinner with many top docs from all over world. That is part hate missing the most. Due to no income, & my condition, not sure if can make 3 day deal, that far alone, right now.
Sure wish could chance to listen & turn over the info from the bio terrorism using Lyme etc. All the recent links of many of these illnesses.
Also how Govt. shuts down labs instead of helping including misuse of our money at CDC.
Also how in-humane it is to leave us suffer especially us in constant pain++++. That we even rather go to VET. Heck animals get better care, stroking...lol but true...
I worked at clinic where they bucked us every inch of the way. I still am unable to get Lyme treatment on my Ins. Also the mycoplasma, that we all probably carry now, just as we do staff,strep,cancer cells, that Govt. let out that started most of this. Root of the tree till branches out where it can mutate & wiggle it`s way in when opening allows. Like to know how many are on top of much of this.
I send my Hugggsss, blessings to all suffering & in hopes we can make some better strides each yr. to give many hope they need. Just to get some better, instead of constantly getting worse, as many of have as we get older.
Posted by GEDEN13 (Member # 4151) on :
hi kerry ,
i remember you,your name that it..lol..
nice of you to check in.i don't hardly never post any longer.turned into a "lurker"..
i hope and pray,you get the help you need ,this coming year.may you have a happy new year..just any little victory,can go a long way..
be well kerryblue........gary
Posted by treepatrol (Member # 4117) on :
Hang in there Kerryblue Sorry for all your going through. Posted by Kerryblue (Member # 4077) on :
Thank you for your reply Gary & Treepatrol. I wish had magic wand at midnight to make so many suffering ALL Better. Have to keep some hope to keep going & not let depression or THIS CRUD/ whatever name they want to give this,WIN....??? Ones who can fight little harder than I am able now hope they can keep up their work. I have not stopped just slowed down. I do survey`s each day on net to try to get in some income. Living off less than $400.00 month. After 12 yrs. inflation, saving are dwindling. Good news so far hung onto 800 FICO score. Suze Orman would be proud.lol Not sure how long that will last, do it with no help from anyone. Guess it can be done. Takes alot of energy if anyone needs some help to figure out I have alot tips. So between surveys,working on Leaders Against Pain,Lyme L. etc.,2-3 days on financials. Not much left for the sites. That is when I have vision & little energy.
Friend wants me to write e-book. On how to survive in this world on 5,000 yr. DUH. Made that in month 15 yr. ago. They wonder why we get depressed...lol Like many sure miss my sports,businesses I had.
I do wish all a Healthier New Year, Even if it is just tad better. Know I sure do not want to repeat this one... Maybe can get out for 1 dance, be nice.????
Anyone want to dance???lol Here in FL. if you are close... Golly am getting lonely.HA...Can you tell??? Hugggsss, to all, Kerry To all suffering & in need...Send to you especially...
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