Just wanted to write a quick note...as many know, I've been slapped with an admission of cheating by my husband in the past week, so I have not been online really much at all.
I do have 2 WONDERFUL things that happened today....one is that I tested neg for HIV, and with the various people hubby had been with I was very worried.
Two....I have been doing AWESOME in spite of this horrible stress! I tested negative energetically for Lyme today in 4 different ways. The first time ever!
This is also with literally sleeping 3-4 hours per night and eating not much due to the stress.
The past few weeks I've been feeling much better and was planning to start college next month to get my Masters in Nursing to be a LLNP.
I know I could have done it if I hadn't found out about the cheating, but now I get to play single mom of an 8, 6 and 3 year old for awhile, depending on whether we stay together or not...so I plan to start working again to make ends meet.
I had to undergo some very stressful things today. Things I never dreamt I would have to do, but due to some of the stuff hubby has done, I had to.
Not one GLIMMER of anxiety. Nadda, NOTHING!
I was independent, no dizzy spells, no nothing.
I've felt so good for weeks, but with this stress AND still having no Lyme symptoms....AMAZING!
God has been protecting me and I feel the peace of Jesus with me. He's been awesome!
So praise Him that I am doing so incredibly well!!
I have done this all with the laser, and I cannot say enough about it. I probably won't pm right now, but there are a few others who have lasered, so you can make a separate post about it if you want and they can answer. c3mom is one who's doing good with it.
Thank you all for the prayers...love you all!!! I don't know when I will get a chance to respond, I just wanted to shout out my blessings today.
Rachel
Posted by Lymetoo (Member # 743) on :
God loves it when we praise Him!! So keep singing!! That is SOOO awesome that you are doing so well through all this!
I'm so happy about your testing too. That is great news.
Sounds like you're going to have a Merry Christmas after all!
Posted by seekhelp (Member # 15067) on :
Congrats on feeling well and I'm sorry about all the bad stuff happening. I can't believe you're a Nurse and believe in ART. I guess the medical profession sometimes does have an open mind. I wish you the best.
Posted by Hoosiers51 (Member # 15759) on :
So sorry for what you've been going through with your husband. You seem like a very strong person though. I'm happy you are able to do so well for yourself despite all this. Congrats!
Posted by venus (Member # 16991) on :
Congrats on feeling well. I am sorry to hear about your husband, but this disease will teach a person that he/she is very, very strong. If one can overcome lyme one can do anything I believe.
Posted by Dekrator48 (Member # 18239) on :
That is awesome!
I am proud of you!!!!!!
Posted by joalo (Member # 12752) on :
Thank you for sharing your awesome news! I'm so happy you are doing so well even with this added stress. Yay! Posted by wtl (Member # 19883) on :
Ocean - once again, I am sorry.
If you need to talk, you know where to find me.
Very best, my dear...
Posted by Amy C (Member # 19297) on :
I posted on your other thread. Sorry to hear what you are going through with your husband!
Very glad you are feeling better though! I will have to find out more later on what you are doing to feel better (HUGS)
Posted by groovy2 (Member # 6304) on :
Hi Ocean -
Very Happy that you feel Good thats Great news -Jay-
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I can't believe you're a Nurse and believe in ART. I guess the medical profession sometimes does have an open mind. I wish you the best.
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