i don't know what's wrong lately. i'm so tired....i go to bed at about 10 and sleep until 10 the next day.
i don't want to clean house (which is unusual), don't want to go anywhere.
i look in the mirror and just cry. i've gained so much weight and the thought of loosing 80 pounds or so is just overwhelming.
i have absolutely no energy, no motivation, nothing. i'm disgusted with doctors. my abdomin hurts.
i feel like well what the heck, i'll wait until i'm in such bad shape i can't be saved and then write on my headstone, "i told you i was sick".
i'm sore all over, my feet are burning, my ears itch, my mouth is white (which the doctor says is not yeast).
everything hurts.
i only have biaxin but am afraid to take it, have no herbs, no parasite cleanse and my doctor said because i have diverticulitis i can't take it anyway.
there must be something out there that is mild that i can take that's over the counter.
i'm just a wreck lately and with all the families problems, it's just too much.
Posted by jmb (Member # 18338) on :
Well, you still have your sense of humor. While I am no gentle treatment expert, I will just mention the White Formulas A-BAB is tolerable (to me) and seemed to "work" .
Posted by randibear (Member # 11290) on :
Where and how much?
Posted by map1131 (Member # 2022) on :
What anti-depressant meds are you doing randi? Could it be the long hot hot spring and summer has drained you?
I know the family stuff is so depressing in itself. Oh my do I know!
We need to find you HOPE somewhere. Getting rid of some bad guys like parasites could really help drop some extra weight.
But how do we find something easy on your GI but killing to parasites that are in charge of you at the time?
I know what I would recommend and that's a rife machine or someone close to you that has one so you can try some things out. There's nothing easy about rife for elimination of these horrible body invaders.
You need a good old fashion country Texan that practices voodoo medicine. One of those country healers that mix up those teas from all these weird herbs that kill off parasites slowly but surely.
Now how do you find a medicine man or woman in Texas? A true parasite killer.
There's someone close by you and you will need to go to every little weird store in your area. Start with health food stores. Read bulletin boards, pick up pamphlets and ask every employee that looks like they have some experience some questions.
Go into places/shops that sell stones, incense, herbs, teas(not Lipton) etc and ask questions. Go to shops you'd never ever thought you had a need for.
One positive step could help lead you out of the dark corner you feel trapped in.
Pam
Posted by randibear (Member # 11290) on :
I'm on elavil 10 mg at nite nothing else. My gp wanted me to take lexApro but I was afraid to
Posted by lpkayak (Member # 5230) on :
when i was on elavil (for sleep) i had to get off every 3 months cuz my brain figured it out. afte a few months i could go on again
i 10 is ok for sleep but very low for depression, right?
i dont know what to tell you. i want to do stuff but i am so exhausted and in pain i cant
i think i need to get back on my cortef
do you take adrenal or thyroid meds? they dont hurt tummys
Posted by seekhelp (Member # 15067) on :
What about photon treatment or rife treatment Randibear? Every try it?
Posted by TerryK (Member # 8552) on :
Have you considered going to a holistic LLMD or LLND? Probably one of the few people that can really help.
I fly to another State several times per year and have for 5 years. I have phone appointments in between. It's worth it.
I hope you feel better soon.
Terry
Posted by FYRECRACKER (Member # 28568) on :
Sorry you're feeling icky randi. I also am in one of those lulls where all you can do is sit and stare at a wall and not know what to do.
I am on A-Bab right now, my doc (LLND) sells it at cost.
I see my doc once a year. In between we do phone consults and we may do video consults (skype) soon.
PM me if interested in her info, hoping you feel better soon and get your motivation back or revamped.
Posted by farraday (Member # 21494) on :
I, too, am totally in a hold pattern. The herxing from the Amoxicillin/Biaxin is terrible and I have had to stop it for a break. But I am too exhausted to get moving. One thing that does help a little is Nuvigil....start with small dose because it can make you edgy.
I may push myself to go walk in the indoor pool at our Community Center. My son is pushing me to do it and he is right. It just takes a jolt to get me out of bed. I think it is partly fatigue, weariness, but I think it is partly depression.
I avoid any kind of social activity and I feel sorry for my long suffering husband. Every now and then he drags me out for a drive and maybe a burger and that perks me up. I suggest any kind of change is a good thing. Go stay with a good friend for a few days. I am thinking of visiting my younger son.
Lamictal is a great drug for mood swings and I have been on it for years.
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One of those country healers that mix up those teas from all these weird herbs that kill off parasites slowly but surely.