The obscure we see eventually. The completely obvious, it seems, takes longer. --- Edward R. Murrow Posts: 923 | From California | Registered: Aug 2005
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cantgiveupyet
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only in days ending in 'y'
yeppers been there am there tonite.
i realized tonite this is a new chapter in my life, everything from my old life is just about gone.
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pos babs, bart, igenex WB igm/igg Posts: 3156 | From Lyme limbo | Registered: Oct 2005
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trueblue
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Absolutely no idea what you're talking about.
Does this help at all?
-------------------- more light, more love more truth and more innovation Posts: 3783 | From somewhere other than here | Registered: May 2005
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trails
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is there room for me here?
Woops, I am already in the door.
Well, now that I invited myself in, why don't I take off my coat and stay for a while?
It usually lasted for a few days.
Crying and laughing BOTH help. Sometimes crying till you laugh or laughing till you cry. Posts: 1950 | From New Mexico | Registered: Sep 2001
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lymeHerx001
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hmm yes, in fact Ive dealt with a year long parinoid manic depression that I wouldnt see a psych for,
despite the fact that My parents should have commited me.
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Not to shock you or anything but I thought my mother was the DEVIL and that I was suffering in hell.
All I saw around me was death. I would stay up at night having vivid mind thoughts of carcasses and decayed bodies. I remember getting a new job working for a company that sells pans online.
THe only thoughts I had the night before was of me being at work and then seing a kitchen and seing it blown up and me getting really burned bad.
I would also have vivid mind hallucinations of being in a motor vehicle accident with friends.
Id have a different accident play out in my head over and over for hours.
It was non stop death and carnage with me thinking that I was in hell. I could not contain my thoughts. At my longest I went 20 days without sleeping. I would get maybee an hour a night.
I cried all the time. Whenever I saw my mother I cried like she and I died at the same time.
I was a total mess!!!!!! Eventually I learned that the epedrine I was taking and the drinks that I was drinking was taking its toll on my brain and made me extreemlly bi-polar.
It also weakened my immunity enough in the right way so this infection surfaced HARD!!!!!
took me a while to calm down from that.
UHH what a roller coaster ride. but I wouldnt have had it any other way because I experienced it.
So thats just a taste of some of the mental anguish I have suffered.
But yes we must have faith and hope.
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lymeHerx001
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o yea I forgot to mention the pysical pain
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