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Hi all. I am new to this forum, but I thought that I would share what I wrote on another website to introduce myself:
Hi to all my fellow Lyme survivors!
I'm a 29 year old male who lives in New York City. The last 110+ days have been extremely hellish. After going to numerous doctors and tests (MRI, EMG, bloodwork, etc.), I'm finally being treated for Lyme disease by an intelligent LLMD in Connecticut. Like many of you, I didn't even care that I had a nasty disease...the nonstop pain was sooooo bad that I just wanted to get on antibiotics immediately!
Anyway, my first test (ELISA?) came back negative, and I haven't seen the results from Igenex yet, but I'm being given antibiotics based on a clinical diagnosis and muscle kinesiology (that I apparently failed). I have had some odd symptoms over the last decade like eczema, swollen lymph nodes, sleep paralysis, rashes, prostatitis, adult acne, eye infection, sinus infection, racing heartbeat, anxiety, cold feet, etc. Fun, eh?! However, believe it or not, none of these things were terribly alarming to me and they were all treated individually.
This April, after finally being treated for my nonbacterial prostatitis with Aleve, I started to develop constant muscle twitching in my calves. This quickly spread to every single muscle in my body. I also had some heart palpitations and liver area pain. Then it went downhill very quickly. I started getting burning muscle pains and sharp, stabbing pains everywhere...and I do mean everywhere -- scalp, tongue, eyes, nose, fingers, toes, torso, there was no place I didn't feel pain. I also started getting abnormal sensations like water dripping down my leg, very painful electric shock sensations, hot wax/internal bleeding sensations, bugs crawling on torso and arms (which I've actually had since 2000). If that weren't enough, I also started to have involuntary jerking of fingers, toes, even entire limbs and then my knuckle joints got stiff. Oh, and I forgot to mention that I had a strange headache in January, located in the back of my head that lasted for 4 days. I remember thinking it was strange, because I very rarely get headaches, it lasted for so long, and due to its location. Then, starting in February, I noticed that little scratches and bruises would leave scars, that normally would heal in a day or two.
The neurologists said everything from anxiety to post-viral syndrome to a simple case of fleeting neuralgia. I tried every painkiller, and nothing worked. I saw many similar posts on other website's forums where doctors quickly dismissed their patients. I knew that something was definitely not right...the pain seemed so urgent, decisive, deliberate...like an active infection was taking place...not something "post" -viral. Plus, I was getting worse...not stabilizing and certainly not getting better.
Not only was I taking an NSAID (which can cause worrisome changes in the body), but I was also changing my sleeping schedule around (and, therefore, not getting very much sleep). I was also eating a lot of sugar. All of these things probably suppressed my immune system, allowing the Bb and company to take control. However, I must admit that I'm still not 100% sure this is what I have. Could it be a parasite, active virus, mold, other bacterial infection, or something like connective tissue disorder, sarcoidosis? For now, I'm just trying to concentrate on letting the drugs do their thing and hoping for the best.
I've only had these extremely severe symptoms for about 110 days, but it has felt like a lifetime. My doctor thinks that I may have gotten Lyme (he believes I am also co-infected) in the mid-90s while in college in the Hudson Valley. I am currently on 300mg minocycline, 800mg cedax, and 400mg plaquenil daily. He also wants me to take CoQ 10, fatty acids, magnesium taurate, an A.I. formula, glucosamine msm, and acetyl-l-carnitine. I've read conflicting info regarding glucosamine and magnesium. Anyway...I've been on mino for only 17 days, cedax for 13 days, and plaquenil for 9 days. My doctor wants to see me again in 6 weeks to see if I need to go on I.V. antibiotics, but even though I may have had this for a decade or more, he seemed quite optimistic regarding my neuralgia symptoms going away in the near future. I haven't herxed at all (I hope this isn't a bad sign...I read that SOME people don't herx and gradually get better). Believe it or not, I started to feel very slightly better last week (already!), but today (and last 7 days) I felt like I did before I started taking antibiotics. I guess I don't really have a specific question, but I just wanted to introduce myself to the group and get any suggestions/advice, concerns, or comments about my situation.
I always considered myself to be very good at dealing with pain. I remember after running my first marathon that people were asking me how the pain was. That pain was NOTHING, a piece of cake compared to the nonstop, many different types of pain, creepy abnormal sensations, no sleep for many nights in a row, etc. that I have just endured (and continue to endure). For those of you who have pushed forward and survived the same kind of thing that I am dealing with, I bow to you.
Thanks for reading. Lyme camaraderie...gotta love it. ;P
Best, madhattan
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I understand ypur history and progression of symptoms, as it is very similar to mine. I am very glad you are getting help before your mind has left you in the dark, which was the next thing that happened to me before someone finally said "I think you have Lyme!"
I think you are seeing the same Dr as me and congrats! It is a journey, but the joy is knowing that things will improve that you had become accustom to coping and living with, and you will be surprised how much easier it makes living.
Regarding herxing, I also did not herxing too much in initial treatment...my two theories being 1. I was so sick I couldn't tell the difference...2. my liver was not yet overwelmed by die-off and my brain hadn't experienced a loss of swelling yet or a cytokine increase. Who knows...
Anyhow, glad you found this site. I have found it useful for support and understanding of this bizzare disease. I hope you do too!
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Thanks so much, achey, for replying!!! I only got 3 hours of sleep last night due to the pain. I can deal with ANY symptom except for the horrible pains that I get every 5 seconds (seriously!) and abnormal sensations. It's like I have been tortured for 4 straight months. I'm so sick of being overstimulated...so unbelievably taxing on the body and mind. I'm sure I'll have more questions for you in the near future.
Thanks again, and I hope that YOU are doing OK!
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Truthfinder
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Hi, Madhattan - clever name - welcome to the board. Thanks for sharing your experience.
You said:
quote:Could it be a parasite, active virus, mold, other bacterial infection, or something like connective tissue disorder, sarcoidosis?
Yep. Most here have co-infections, and often more than one to go along with the Lyme. It complicates the issue, and makes your symptoms that much worse.
You've come to a very good place, and I hope you stick around and learn as much as you can about your "disease complex". I've only been here a few months, but am sure I have had Lyme symptoms for 20 years.
I know treatment takes time but I do hope you get some measure of relief sooner rather than later.
Tracy
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Aniek
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Madhattan,
Welcome. You're a great writer! I know your story is sad (with hopefully a turn for the better now) but I was enjoying the reading. You have a wonderful way with words and pacing.
I was probably bitten when I was 12 and living on Long Island. I didn't get diagnosed until I was 28. I'm 31 now. Like you, I never really connected the dots about different symptoms. Many of the symptoms I didn't realize were abnormal.
I also know the life of NSAID's. Doctors think they are so harmless. I couldn't function on them. Vioxx gave me anxiety dreams.
I'm happy you found this place and a good doctor. I hope both help you in your journey towards health.
-Aniek
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Thanks so much, Truthfinder and Aniek. It's great to have your support!!
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Andie333
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Madhattan,
I'm really glad you found Lymenet and shared your story. I could especially relate to the creepy-crawly stuff and the awful searing pain.
Also glad you were able to put all this together. I made the mistake of trying to treat each individual symptom and never found a traditional doctor who looked at everything in general. (it was my acupuncturist who first suggested Lyme).
As far as herxing, I was pretty miserable for the first few weeks I was on an antibiotic but nothing extraordinary. Then at 28 days, I had an unexpectedly intense reaction.
One thing I'd suggest is keeping daily track of your symptoms. You've got so much going on, and a chart can really give you a graphic way to see what's going on. I've been doing this for about 15 months and it's really been helpful for me to see things shifting on a month to month basis as I've improved.
I do hope you get some relief from some of this soon.
Andie
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quote:Originally posted by madhattan: Hi all. I am new to this forum, but I thought that I would share what I wrote on another website to introduce myself:
Hi to all my fellow Lyme survivors!
I'm a 29 year old male who lives in New York City. The last 110+ days have been extremely hellish.
After going to numerous doctors and tests (MRI, EMG, bloodwork, etc.), I'm finally being treated for Lyme disease by an intelligent LLMD in Connecticut. Like many of you, I didn't even care that I had a nasty disease...the nonstop pain was sooooo bad that I just wanted to get on antibiotics immediately!
Anyway, my first test (ELISA?) came back negative, and I haven't seen the results from Igenex yet, but I'm being given antibiotics based on a clinical diagnosis and muscle kinesiology (that I apparently failed).
I have had some odd symptoms over the last decade like eczema, swollen lymph nodes, sleep paralysis, rashes, prostatitis, adult acne, eye infection, sinus infection, racing heartbeat, anxiety, cold feet, etc.
Fun, eh?! However, believe it or not, none of these things were terribly alarming to me and they were all treated individually.
This April, after finally being treated for my nonbacterial prostatitis with Aleve, I started to develop constant muscle twitching in my calves. This quickly spread to every single muscle in my body.
I also had some heart palpitations and liver area pain. Then it went downhill very quickly.
I started getting burning muscle pains and sharp, stabbing pains everywhere...and I do mean everywhere -- scalp, tongue, eyes, nose, fingers, toes, torso, there was no place I didn't feel pain.
I also started getting abnormal sensations like water dripping down my leg, very painful electric shock sensations, hot wax/internal bleeding sensations, bugs crawling on torso and arms (which I've actually had since 2000).
If that weren't enough, I also started to have involuntary jerking of fingers, toes, even entire limbs and then my knuckle joints got stiff.
Oh, and I forgot to mention that I had a strange headache in January, located in the back of my head that lasted for 4 days. I remember thinking it was strange, because I very rarely get headaches, it lasted for so long, and due to its location.
Then, starting in February, I noticed that little scratches and bruises would leave scars, that normally would heal in a day or two.
The neurologists said everything from anxiety to post-viral syndrome to a simple case of fleeting neuralgia .
I tried every painkiller, and nothing worked. I saw many similar posts on other website's forums where doctors quickly dismissed their patients.
I knew that something was definitely not right...the pain seemed so urgent, decisive, deliberate...like an active infection was taking place...not something "post" -viral.
Plus, I was getting worse...not stabilizing and certainly not getting better.
Not only was I taking an NSAID (which can cause worrisome changes in the body), but I was also changing my sleeping schedule around (and, therefore, not getting very much sleep).
I was also eating a lot of sugar. All of these things probably suppressed my immune system, allowing the Bb and company to take control.
However, I must admit that I'm still not 100% sure this is what I have.
Could it be a parasite, active virus, mold, other bacterial infection, or something like connective tissue disorder, sarcoidosis ?
For now, I'm just trying to concentrate on letting the drugs do their thing and hoping for the best.
I've only had these extremely severe symptoms for about 110 days, but it has felt like a lifetime.
My doctor thinks that I may have gotten Lyme (he believes I am also co-infected) in the mid-90s while in college in the Hudson Valley .
I am currently on:
300mg minocycline, 800mg cedax, and 400mg plaquenil daily.
He also wants me to take: CoQ 10, fatty acids, magnesium taurate, an A.I. formula, glucosamine msm, and acetyl-l-carnitine.
I've read conflicting info regarding glucosamine and magnesium.
Anyway...I've been on mino for only 17 days, cedax for 13 days, and plaquenil for 9 days.
My doctor wants to see me again in 6 weeks to see if I need to go on I.V. antibiotics, but even though I may have had this for a decade or more, he seemed quite optimistic regarding my neuralgia symptoms going away in the near future.
I haven't herxed at all (I hope this isn't a bad sign...I read that SOME people don't herx and gradually get better).
Believe it or not, I started to feel very slightly better last week (already!), but today (and last 7 days) I felt like I did before I started taking antibiotics.
I guess I don't really have a specific question, but I just wanted to introduce myself to the group and get any suggestions/advice, concerns, or comments about my situation.
I always considered myself to be very good at dealing with pain. I remember after running my first marathon that people were asking me how the pain was.
That pain was NOTHING, a piece of cake compared to the nonstop, many different types of pain, creepy abnormal sensations, no sleep for many nights in a row, etc. that I have just endured (and continue to endure). For those of you who have pushed forward and survived the same kind of thing that I am dealing with, I bow to you.
Thanks for reading. Lyme camaraderie...gotta love it. ;P Best, madhattan
Glad you joined us; I sent you a private message earlier with my newbie links to visit.
2 things stand out as I broke this up for my neuro lyme mind to comprehend/read. Please hit the enter more often, and I too loved your writing gift and humor!
1. creepy things crawling; do a search here on MORGELLON'S disease.
2. sarcoidosis; go to www.marshallprotocol.com and they have excellent info there on sarcoid and a message board of EDUCATIONAL NOT SUPPORT info.
Best wishes; others will join in here too. Bettyg
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