Today, I woke up without crying...early at 5:30am. My kids got up around 6:30 (little buggers) and we planned a trip to the mall to ride the carousel and to buy a gift for my brother's birthday. We walked around the mall, got cookies for the kiddos, got my 2 year year old's hair cut and then went and played at the park.
I came home and made them lunch, which usually, almost the thought of having to move around makes me cry...without a problem. I fought with my 2 year old for nap time and won.
Then I took a nap, I NEVER fall asleep easily. I drifted off into the best sleep and dreamed the deepest dreams. I woke up and made dinner...and didn't even cry about having to to do it.
I cleaned the kitchen easily. Did an extra load of laundry without shivering in pain.
Yesterday I started that Wobenzyme and I had a decent day yesterday, but nothing compared to today.
Regardless if it a placebo effect of knowing that I'm taking it, the magnesium, Epsom salt baths, Fish oil, etc. I had a good day today.
My mood was much better also. I also just finished my 2nd round of Doxy. Go to the LLMD on Tuesday, yay!
I did notice that my hands were kinda numb this morning and my tongue was tingly.
And now I'm getting what feels like invisible bug bites all over my body, but I'm trying to look at it in a positive way....maybe those things are starting to die!
I'm glad I got to Dr. C Tuesday, so I can keep going with the antibiotics. I plan to incorporate some exercise hopefully next week. I've been eating more steamed veggies as well.
Maybe just feeling a little more in control is helping. Maybe tomorrow will be a terrible day. Maybe not. Regardless, today was the most normal day I have had in a long time. Not pain free, but not completely painful.
I did find what I thought was a swollen lymph node on my neck, but it's easily movable and very small, but ever since my lymph node scare, I can't help but worry about.
Even though I already had one taken out and it was benign. Also, I noticed during my deep sleep nap today after I took my Wobenzyme, I was drenched in sweat. More than usual.
I also noticed more healthy bowel movements over the past 2 days. TMI sorry.
Yesterday I *thought* I was starting to herx, for a few hours I felt like death warmed over. But today was a good day. So, I don't know how to make sense of all of this but to take it one day at a time.
All I could think of was today, "Maybe I will be able to have a healthy baby girl someday" as where every other day, it hurts to even think about not having another little one. It seemed so out of reach.
Yes, I'm prepared for the herxes, when/if they come. But I am a true skeptic and I think those vitamins are helping my immune system.
Now I have to stop smoking. EEEEEEEEEEEEK. Shame on me.
-------------------- "~*~My smile hides my bite~*~." Posts: 506 | From N/A | Registered: Jun 2008
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That is awesome! Perhaps this is the light at the end of the tunnel for you!
Posts: 215 | From Phoenix, AZ | Registered: Jul 2008
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Congrats kitkat! and anyone else who has or is
in the process of quiting smoking. Not an easy
thing at all. I did it cold turkey 1 1/2 yrs
ago, after smoking for 23 years. I still get
cravings once in awhile, but I keep saying to
myself "I don't EVER want to go thru the
quitting thing again!!"
Plus the fact that smoking was beginning to
really destroy my lungs. I ended up in the
hospital for 5 days on IV steroids, just to be
able to breathe. Pretty sad state of things.
Lo and behold, my breathing is fine now. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
-------------------- Corinne Posts: 529 | From Raleigh, NC | Registered: Jun 2006
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WOBENZYM is not a palcebo.WObenzyme is eating up the toxins and breaking them down exactly where your antibiotics are working.
I used to take them on high dosages .My load was higher than your as I had 7 coinfections.
And while taking it , I would go tot my doctor that will press the little pockets with toxins released around my nerves on my neck and arm.
HE would push them hard and massage them and tell me to take plenty of lemon juice and WOBENZYME to really eat them up and release them faster as they hurt like hell.
YES the bugs were around the nervous system.Killing them was one thing.BUt destroy and break down the pockets that were creating from the killing was another thing that I had to do as I was on STRONG antibiotics.
It took me 14 months to be free of that kind of pain.SO YOU ARE heading to better days..and the way of recovery.
There will be stap back while one bug will replace the other one and you might still feel the pain over there.Keep taking the WOBENZYME in empty stomak.IS WAY better than taking painkillers that just cover the symtoms.
WOBENZYME will eat up the inflamation on the wounded tissues that were having a party from diferent bugs and the toxins released were hurting it even more.
Imagine your finger wounded touching a piece of paper or the material of silk...YOU still would scream from the pain ....so do your nerves and tissues....by taking WOBENZYME you are helping the tissues to heal faster and recover.
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