Topic: How can I go from Like Death to Life and get out, then back to Crap in One Hour ?
lymetwister
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You guys know the Hell I've been going through lately. Havn't treated since Rifing about 4 weeks ago now.
Was in the Hospital feeling like death. Got out and have felt terrible every day.
Last night, I decide to Rife for Bart only as my Anxiety has been one of my big obstacles.
I got fatigued and went to be early. Got up, felt like crap, head pounding, Vertigo, Disequilibrium, Anxiety still kinda going, POTS acting up, basically stuck laying around all day.
Then my kids get out of school early, and all of a sudden, I feel like going outside and trying to throw the football around with my son.
Usually when I do this, I last not even 5 minutes, but today, I was 15 min. into this. Heart Rate was 130-140.
I ask him if he wants to go to $5 store, so we get in the car and all is fine. Head not hurting too bad, Vertigo is very light. No Anxiety at all. We get to the store and I notice if I stand still, I start to feel the Vertigo, so we don't stay too long.
Then we get back in car, and I'm good again. We go to local Wholesale club and do about 25 min. worth of shopping. Now I'm starting to drag while walking around the store. Eyes are getting heavy, pain starting to go across shoulders and down the spine, but I make it out of the store.
Last stop, Popeyes for chicken to bring home for dinner. Figured I'd save my wife from cooking.
Now I'm home and feel like I could fall asleep. Drained as can be. Everything else is o.k., but I feel all the symptoms I started with upon awakening, except the anxiety. All symptoms are just kind of bleak and not too strong except the fatigue.
I don't understand how this always happens around my Rife sessions. This is a true pattern. It's like the calm before the storm, only this time I won't Rife again until the rain passes without the thunder and lightning I got last time, with some enemas in between.
I guess I just answered my own question, but it is so strange.
Gary
Posts: 1227 | From District of Columbia | Registered: Mar 2009
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Another thing, lighting in certain stores (like Wholesale Clubs or office supply stores, even Michaels) would bother me and make me feel worse.
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disturbedme
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Roller coaster....
Lyme is always that way... at least for most people with lyme. Not everyone, but most everyone.
I always have ups and downs. Some days are EXTREMELY bad for me and I feel like death. The next day I can feel good and almost like a normal person. Of course I have more bad days than good, but it's still a roller coaster, never knowing how I'll feel that day. It's ridiculous and heartbreaking and awful!!!
-------------------- One can never consent to creep when one feels an impulse to soar. ~ Helen Keller
My Lyme Story Posts: 2965 | From Land of Confusion (bitten in KS, moved to PA, now living in MD) | Registered: Jun 2007
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randibear
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yeah, me too. some days i think "oh maybe i don't have lyme. i feel pretty good" and the next day i can barely get out of bed, i hurt all over and i swear i'm dying.
i wish i could just be one way or the other. it hurts to get your hopes up and than wham!! reality check big time.
this sucks...
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I don't know anything about rifing but yes, it sounds strange. But then again, lyme disease is strange just all on it's own.
To me, it is one of the most frustrating things about the disease, the ups and downs.
Hang in there. Better days are ahead. And it's really good that you got out there and spent time with the kids. Good job!
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sutherngrl
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Randibear and Topaz, you both took the words right out of my mouth.
I think this is the hallmark of LD.
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dmc
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But wow lymetwister, you did alot today.
Few moments of feeling almost human is a plus considering the hell you've been through.
Hoping, praying your moments last longer and become a full day.
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I think it sounds more like babs.
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seekhelp
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JamesNYC,yes I was thinking that as I have many, many of the symptoms he's describing. Not as severe, but he pushes himself harder. I know my limits and what takes me to totally non-functional in a day.
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