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KauaiGoddess
LymeNet Contributor
Member # 11782

posted

Hi friends,

I need some support....I started a detox and

have been feeling REALLY crappy.....I can hardly

look at this computer screen, but feel you all

are the only ones that really understand...

I'm feeling really low, sad, teary...just depressed....the physical symptoms I can handle

but these mental and emotional ones on top just
send me to the moon!

I cried with rage this morning for an hour.... I

just want to feel better.....I know I've been

only dealing with this for two years now, but

it seems like eternity!! I really honor you all

that have been fighting for years and years...

My brain is so fogged I don't even know what I really want to say....

I try and distract my mind, but just don't have the energy.....i could stare into thin air for hours....

It's a beautiful day here in Hawaii --how can I be feeling so crummy!!???!!!

I just feel like I'm so alone, and no one really understands, except you all.....

I wish my family & friends would try harder to understand, but then I just think how lucky I'm to have a loving home to go to....

but I really need and want them to try and understand why I'm

acting like this and how I feel......

I print out pages of info, even Lymedads letter which is great....and still not much....

I'm so fogged, I know my perception of things is

wacked out, but I feel that's where I'm at right

now and have accpeted that as OK....

I try and make a list of little things to do and

get so turned around and overwhelmed I never get

anywhere it feels......

I know it's my own strength and power to switch

to positive thoughts.... I will , I'm just in a rut...and need some support....

I created some affirmations yesterday, and those

really helped....

theres so many wonderful crafty projects I can do

but I just feel too tired and ZONEdddd out!

I'm not sure if this made any sense at all, but

I just needed to vent to people that understand......

mahalos...

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Energy flows where attention goes~

Posts: 302 | From Kauai | Registered: May 2007 | IP: Logged |

EWT1638
LymeNet Contributor
Member # 11315

posted

Hi there! I know exactly how you feel. Somedays just stink. It seems like we are all alone, even if we're really not. Today I stayed behind while my family went to a outdoor party, I was too tired.

My brain in mush, which is really tough for me. But....

When I get like this, that is when I remember that Jesus said, "I will not leave you an orphan." I have experienced too many times the intercession of Divine love and comfort when all seemed hopeless, to forget this now.

I literally cry out to God, "I can't do this alone!" He IS faithful. Not trying to be "preachy", just truthful. "Jesus loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so..." Ain't God good!?

Prayer works...God listens...He cares. [kiss]

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When you reach your "wits-end" remember this: "Peace I leave with you, my peace I give you. I do not give as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." John 14:27

Posts: 397 | From Loudoun County Virginia | Registered: Mar 2007 | IP: Logged |

Geneal
Frequent Contributor (5K+ posts)
Member # 10375

posted

I hate that crummy, crummy feeling.

I am sorry you are in the midst of one of those right now.

Do hold on to your faith and on to us here.

We've all been there....and will probably be there again.

I know it is difficult to realize right now, but things do get better.

It is that two step forwards, one step back thing.

Sometimes it feels like one step forward, two steps back.

It is a horrible dance we do with Lyme disease....

Hang in there. Things do get better. Sometimes that is impossible to fathom.

Sending you prayers of comfort and healing.

Hugs,

Geneal

Posts: 6250 | From Louisiana | Registered: Oct 2006 | IP: Logged |

iceskater
LymeNet Contributor
Member # 8655

posted

Sending you hugs and hope and rays of sunshine to help you blast out of the crummy feelings.

We all do such a dance with lyme. Hang in there and dont let go of hope.

Posts: 719 | From Delaware | Registered: Jan 2006 | IP: Logged |

AZURE WISH
Frequent Contributor (1K+ posts)
Member # 804

posted

It sounds like you already know that the "crummy feelings" and all the negative junk is the disease not you.

Please just keep remembering that.

And just hang in there because it ALWAYS passes.

And please know that those of us who have been battling this for years know exactly how long two years can be.

Hang in there thing will get better [group hug]

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Posts: 3860 | From nj,usa | Registered: Mar 2001 | IP: Logged |

KauaiGoddess
LymeNet Contributor
Member # 11782

posted

Oh thank you all!

I'm FEELING SOSOSOSOSO much better.....

I stopped taking my magnesium & calcium, when I

started the detox.....it

suppsidly had all exact doses for my liver to

release it's LOAD...and that obviously was a

very bad idea....that was obviously for someone

without Lymes... but I do feel it helped my

liver, just needed those minerals- BADLY!-

I started mag & cal again two days ago

and I feel SO much better....I can sleep again,

don't feel all depressed, have more energy, and

my good old positiveness back...

oh this is wonderful!! smile!

ah, what a wonder some minerals can do...and

pushing through that rough rough time....

THANK YOU thank you thank THANK you for your support!!!!

mahalos~

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Energy flows where attention goes~

Posts: 302 | From Kauai | Registered: May 2007 | IP: Logged |

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