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This has not been a good week. Already felt awefull. This mess has settled in my back hard to do anything its so weak.
Then i had a falling out with my kids. Why because they have time to help everyone else but there parents. We do and do for them but theyre to busy to help us. I tried to avoid discussing it but they kept pushing why i wouldnt tell them. So i did and now there mad Ugh.
Now my sweet pup i have had for over 14 years i think is going down hill. She has tumors on her tummy and i think its went to her legs because now she cant move her back legs. The thoughts of putting her down breaks my heart.
Sooooo today i hurt all over literally. And people think this is going to be over quickly and it wont.
Thanks for letting me vent.
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bettyg
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o2b :hug:
i'm so sorry; i hear you but the best thing you did was lay it on the line with your kids ... YOU NEED THEIR HELP; it's time to give back to you for all you've done for them since birth.
so they are mad; that's tough love!
so sorry to read about your sick pet; that will be hard, but enjoy the time you have left with it.
pray to god for extra strength, endurance, and forgiveness of your selfish children.. hugs
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Thanks betty when ya feel so bad ya just dont want to deal with anything. Didnt mean to unload my dirty laundry im not that kind of person.
I am just trying to avoid stressfull stuff. Is it working um NO lol. My kids dont have a clue.
thanks for taking the time to respond to my post.
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Silverwolf
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<<<<< O2B' >>>>>,
I am sorry,you are having a rough time...I wonder if rough times are contagious...
TxC' and I both had a rough day too...
<<<<< O2B >>>>>
It is so difficult when family and friends,others don't have a clue what our lives are like!!!
I'll keep you in prayer!!!
-------------------- 2006,May-August2006 Dx w/ Lyme/Bartonella/White Matter Lesion Disease on Brain. [ Clinical Dx w/ two positives and several IND's on the tests from Igenex ], Prior Dx of CFIDS/CEBV 1992, and FMS '93-'94 Diabetes*2 Dx 10/'08 Posts: 3581 | From SE Idaho | Registered: May 2006
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I hear ya Silver Wolf Sorry anyone else has to go threw stuff but i know we all do. Sometimes its just nice to vent to others who understand what we deal with.
My husband is the best but it amazes me how after 8 years he dont know much about lyme. The details people ask him questions and he tells me what he tells them and it surprises me. He knows one thing tho that it makes me very very ill. Which is more than some precious people have .
I know im not the easyest to get along with right now. Im not mean just sooooooo emotional drives me nuts.
Thanks so much for your replys. Things are some what better with kids.
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sammy
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O2B, I'm sorry to hear that you've had such a difficult week.
Stress and heartache will weigh you down. And everything is extra hard to deal with when you are sick.
It sounds like your puppy needs you right now. And you need her too. Pets have a way of comforting you no matter what the situation. It's like they can speak directly to your soul without saying a word.
My pets are a part of my family. I love them dearly. Seeing one sick or injured, it hurts.
My heart goes out to you O2B. Hang in there.
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bettyg
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just stopping by to get you another needed after reading the supportive posts above.
YOU ARE LOVED BY US!! your friends walking in your shoes.
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Thank you guys my daughter is coming to clean my house today which i really appreciate.
I was worried cause my pup couldnt go dirty for two days . She felt like she was gonna pop. Today she did and she moved her back legs a little. Shes not in pain it doesnt seem just paralized in legs.
ya know i know she has cancer but we took a trip to ny,pa,maryland this summer and she had ticks on her. Just wondering if she got lyme.
Sammy ya know what is sweet. When i have felt really bad she lays real close to me. And even tho she is so sick herself she is sticking to me like glue. If i get up to go anywhere her little head raises up to see where im going.
Today is a better day emotionally. Physically well thats another thing.
Thank you guys for your support and just letting me vent.
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