i need to speak to someone asap so i dont kill myself..i cant bear to live like this no more
Posted by nomolyme (Member # 18639) on :
please send to [email protected] please help me.
Posted by sixgoofykids (Member # 11141) on :
1-800-273-TALK (8255)
Posted by trishee (Member # 9699) on :
You're not alone. This is what this disese does and you can't let it win. You will get through this time one moment, one day at a time! We are here with you and have been where you are. The real you is in there and sometimes it hard to remember what life was once like but things will get better. Deep breath, positive thoughts only..Giving up is off the options list as of now! Blessings, Trish www.S-L-A-M.org "Ribbons Across America"
Posted by merrygirl (Member # 12041) on :
please hang in there. We care about you. GOod job calling the number. please check in .
hugs.,
melissa
Posted by Dekrator48 (Member # 18239) on :
Please call them right away and everyday if you need to.
Please come back and let us know how you are doing.
We care.
I am praying for you.
Posted by joalo (Member # 12752) on :
Thanks sixgoofy!!
Please hang in there nomolyme. I can relate exactly to how you are feeling because I've been there. Don't be ashamed. Many here have felt that way.
You will get better with treatment. You can't give up! Better days are ahead. I'm so glad you reached out for help.
You are in my prayers. Posted by Florence1 (Member # 22960) on :
please dont give up.......dont let this get you......please pm if you need help...
Posted by sometimesdilly (Member # 9982) on :
NomoLyme-please send one of us your phone number by private message so we can help.
you can send a private message by clicking on the name of a poster, then look for where it says "send new private message."
Posted by sixgoofykids (Member # 11141) on :
quote:Originally posted by sometimesdilly: NomoLyme-please send one of us your phone number by private message so we can help.
you can send a private message by clicking on the name of a poster, then look for where it says "send new private message."
Good idea!
Posted by sometimesdilly (Member # 9982) on :
Nomolyme-
i hope you are not posting here because you called one of the numbers suicide prevention numbers sixgoofy and I gave you and you are talking to someone right now who can help.
A lot of folks here are worried about and are praying for you. please let us know how you are doing.
Posted by Vermont_Lymie (Member # 9780) on :
Hey there,
How long have you been feeling this way? Are you on any form of lyme treatment now -- any antibiotics or herbal treatment? When did you start feeling sick?
I know, this disease sucks, but it is temporary and it will pass. We have been there, and we need you to hang together with us for that better day ahead!
Posted by linky123 (Member # 19974) on :
nomolyme,
Yes, this is a tough disease; we can all understand. Please know that there are many of us who sympathize with your situation.
Please call the number posted by Six, and don't hesitate to come on lymenet for support anytime. Many here care about you.
You can make it, things do get better.
Take care and God bless. You will be in our prayers.
Posted by LymeXtu (Member # 24590) on :
Thinking of you nomolyme, stay strong, we all care and have felt hopeless too. It will get better!!
Posted by daisyrlb (Member # 15686) on :
nomolyme You are very brave. Thank you for sharing. That shows how much you DO want to live. You ARE a Lyme Survivor! You are a blessing to us!
You can and will get through this minute, and the next minute, then it becomes an hour and so on.
We cannot dwell and imagine tomorrow or next year and what may or may not happen.
May God's peace give you hope and take away fear, in Jesus Name now.
Continuing in prayer for you nomolyme. Look forward to hearing from you again.
Rhonda
PS: Check your email please.
Posted by sometimesdilly (Member # 9982) on :
NomoLyme-
Hope you are feeling better today. Please check back and let us know how you are, OK?.
Posted by Dekrator48 (Member # 18239) on :
nomolyme.
Praying for you...that you find your burdens lifted....that you find the strength to face each new day....that you find hope and encouragement here with your supportive friends....that you have a good LLMD and psychiatrist who can help you get better.
PLEASE let us know how you are doing.
We care.
Posted by MDW005 (Member # 22706) on :
nomolyme,
Hope today the sun is shining on your face and in your heart.
Give yourself a hug and love yourself today. I'm thinking of you.
(((HUGS))) Diane
Posted by linky123 (Member # 19974) on :
nomolyme,
We're all still here for you. Hope the sun came up with new hope for you.
Keep us posted, ok?
Take care and God bless.
Posted by thejoje (Member # 19976) on :
Nomolyme, You are a very precious person, and you can make it through this day.
You must keep talking to those around you or to anyone from this group who you can best relate to.
We all feel for you. Hold on tight. Joanne
Posted by sunshine32274 (Member # 24771) on :
You are not alone! Recently I have thought that it would be much easier to give up but what I have realized is that giving up is not an option. It is not an option you just have to tell yourself that it will get better. Hang in there:-)
Posted by sometimesdilly (Member # 9982) on :
has anyone heard from nomorelyme?
Posted by nomolyme (Member # 18639) on :
thanks to all of you. Each and everyone of you have given me a little bit of strength. I was a victim of an assault in my area..This is when the pain started.so i have PTSD as well.
I cant bear to go to one more doctor .i just want so so bad to get on with my life and be happy again and be me! The psychologist im talking to isnt helping much .He doesnt understand. i just hate this area after what happened to me .
I am so sick that i cannot leave the house to go to the mall which i loved to do.
Im just not myself and I am worried that i wont ever be myself again..its scary!
Thanks so much to each and everyone of you for all of your thoughts and prayers.
Posted by linky123 (Member # 19974) on :
So sorry you had such a frightening experience.
It is traumatic, I'm sure.
Maybe a friend could go with you from time to time, just to get out of the house, maybe to go for a drive if your not feeling well enough to do too much. So you would not have to go alone?
If the psycologist isn't helping, maybe check the lymenet doctor referrals. I know what you mean about the doctors, but there are some good ones out there.
Possibly we have someone listed in your area who would be more understanding.
We are always here for you, and we DO understand.
So keep us posted. Ok?
Glad you are feeling more hopeful, because there is hope.
Take care and God bless. Praying for you.
Posted by Dekrator48 (Member # 18239) on :
Is there a support group in your area for victims of violent crimes?
I understand your not wanting to go to another Dr, but if the psychologist isn't helping, I would find another one fast because it isn't hurting him/her, it is hurting you.
You may need a psychiatrist who can prescribe meds for you.
I will continue to pray for you.
Posted by daisyrlb (Member # 15686) on :
nomolyme, it is so good to wake up and see that you have posted! Thank you, once again, for sharing with us.
How awful that you experienced that attack and the resulting PTSD. Your feelings of fear are very normal after going through something so tragic.
It IS scary, and as hard as it is to believe now, you will be yourself again--even better than you could have ever imagined. Hold on to that truth as you take it one day at a time.
Others have already shared ideas that you could pursue. I encourage you to consider their ideas and God speed His healing touch and lead you.
Have you been to God Thought? May you be comforted as you read the posts
Hi - good to see you posting here - maybe you could find another psychologist to see - maybe Lyme support groups could make a referral, or even here - I don't know if Lymenet keeps lists of Lyme-literate psychologists too?
We can know what we want, and believe me, I think most of us do - about wanting to return to a well life.
However, this is what we've got to work with right now, and each of us is different, so each of us has to find what's going to help. It's like experimenting to see what can help our symptoms.
So the question then becomes what's the best way to do that? With an LLMD who knows what they're doing? With a support group? With online dialoguing? By doing our own research and reading about things to try?
I personally think it helps to see a Lyme-knowledgeable doctor who really knows what they're doing, who listens to you, does helpful tests, and knows a list of treatment options. They can do antibiotics only, complementary care only, or a combo.
But when you're feeling bad, it's important to do something, and reaching out here has been a good first step.
Posted by Lymetoo (Member # 743) on :
OH thank goodness! I'm so glad you posted again. Please do what you can to keep yourself safe and to improve your emotional being.
Take care and get the help you need.. whatever first step you take will be a good one! (or second step.. this was the first!)
Posted by daisyrlb (Member # 15686) on :
nomolyme we're still thinking about you and praying for you.
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