I can handle being sick myself but the thought of my children being sick is very unsetteling. I lost a great deal of sleep when the doctors told us that our children were at risk. My daughter is teathing also so I have been completely exhausted as I am sure you are.
If you saw the bulls eye on your daughter chances are she was treated rather quickly? If so that is very much in your favor. Many of the worst cases seem to be those left untreated or under treated for long periods of time.
Perhaps the days she is feeling worse are because of a herx (sp?)reaction. My husband has a lot of trouble with them. Our doctor has told us to stop meds for a day or two when we are feeling our worst. It seems to help. Ask your doctor about them. Are you consulting with the great Dr. J? I am told he is wonderful.
The way I have delt with the stress is to do a great deal of praying and educate my self a little at a time. With time and prayer I realize that all is in the hands of the Lord and he will be there every step of the way to help us.
Also this board has been a great help to me. I can read the posts and be know that others are going through the exact same things I am dealing with. Finding this board and a great LLMD have been wonderful blessings from the Lord above.
I will have your family in my prayers.
SC
Will you be seeing Dr. Jones in CT?
http://www.wildernetwork.org/LDpediatricfund.html
Please don't hesitate to ask questions here, okay? Lot's of Lyme moms with similar experiences.