I feel so sick after 4 years of trying to get better and numerous treatments!
I have done IVIG,IV Rocephin,numerous oral abx. and IM Bicillin, mepron,malarone,de-toxing,etc.etc.
I have been to numerous neurologists and some of the best LLMDs in the country.
I try so hard to still do social things with my husband and friends while feeling dizzy,disoriented,in terrible pain,brutal headaches,etc. etc. I really feel like I am dying but the dr. keeps telling me my bloodwork is fine except for Lyme,etc.
I was a preschool teacher but Lyme and Co. stole that from me.
I have had almost 30 Bicillin injections and I thought that just MAYBE they were helping a little but I have felt just awful for the past 4 days.
I feel like a guniea pig. Everytime I go to LLMD they tell me to treat differently and I am no better.
I just want to sleep forever. I have so much to live for-family and friends but I am running out of hope. Yes I am on an antidepressant and if you met me you would not think I am depressed. I really do so much considering I feel like crap.
I just dont know what to do with myself?
This is not living!!!!
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Posted by momlyme (Member # 27775) on :
Laurie, you sound like I did a few months ago. I just couldn't understand why my son kept getting worse even though he had been in treatment for 9 months.
Have you been tested for coinfections? Heavy metals?
Have you tested your drinking water?
Have you tested your indoor air quality?
Are you able to detox? liver/kidney/skin
Something is putting more toxins in than you are getting out. Find the source and you will begin to feel better.
For us it was mold. The mold was not visible nor did it have an odor. The only way we found it was with air testing.
Then, when we ripped out the tub we found the rotted walls/floor around it.
Don't give up... you will beat this and you will get your life back!
Posted by Lymetoo (Member # 743) on :