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i started treatment 2/11 & ever since then i've been feel physically & mentally worse. I feel like 2 people in one body. i feel like everything is in movie form like im watching my life in a movie... i feel scared when i see my arms move because it doesnt feel like me because i feel so detached!.. Can someone please give me encouraging words because this is really getting to me
I was taking Seroquel 50mg for 10days but i cut it in half last night because im trying to wean off of it. its not helping my anxiety at all! only the xanax ( alittle)
-------------------- Neuro-Lyme (possible bart) Symptoms started Jan 2011::Diagnosed Feb 11th,2011:: *Anything is possible thru God who strengthens me* Posts: 775 | From Pennsylvania | Registered: Feb 2011
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I am sorry you are feeling so detached. It is not a fun sensation.
Yes, feel like I don't even know who I am sometimes. I used to be a confident person, comfortable with myself even though I was overweight.
Now that I have lost more than 55 lbs I have totally lost my self-confidence. My self-image is bad. I FEEL fat, even though I can see my bones sticking out.
I no longer feel comfortable in my sense of style and the clothes I wear. I know that in deep down in the real me, I still have the same style and hopefully confidence.
But I don't feel it. I feel so detached from who I used to be sometimes.
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Been sick with this since 2003. I don t recognize myself one bit. It's so sad.
-------------------- My blog about my condition - http://borreliawenttofar.wordpress.com - Diagnosed with cellular activity for Borrelia, Ehrlichia, Chlamydia Pneu. Also have the herpes simplex virus. Posts: 52 | From Sweden | Registered: Feb 2011
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