well the years have gone on and on!yes i have learned to live with it!
i have learned to love pain over the years.
yes i said love pain. it is the only way one can deal with croic lyme.
sure i could just lay in my bed and say the hell with it i cant go on today!
i work work 14 hour days and am a full time tennis pro tennis center manager! i take a nap every day from 130 till 220 and drink a coffe at 230 and all ways have a hard time getting it going in the after noon and drag my self to the shower every Am! i take sundays off when i can and this is the day where i just let my system shut down! it like i am a 6 cylinder and on sundays i just ideal on 1/2 a cylinder! yes i said a half! some time i feal like i am on my last breat and am near death! yes that is a scarey fealing!
i did post here years ago if any one remmebers!
i was here around 4 years ago!
i have never had positive test but did get a Dr to put me on 30 days of tetra and i herxed like mad!
i rember getting bit 13 years ago when i lived in new milford connecticut! yes this was well befor this epedemic came to the front of the medical world! now looking back i can recall some of the crippeling effects that it had on me, but remeber i love pain!
not realy this is just what i tell myself in order to go on with the daily grind!
now here is the deal!
i am no longer treating the lyme!
only with mind over matter power!
yes it works to a point , but i still feal like it is killing me!
and now it seems to have been passed on to me love of my life!
this sucks! i mean this is the worst! she is so sweet and beutiful and this crap has been passed to her and it is eating her up!
its eating away her sweet soft skin!
we never new what it was!
i told her i had cronic lyme but she never belived me!
she was at a dermatoligist office recently and that doctor looked at her lesions on her skin and said it looks like lyme!
she had a bioopsy done results should be back soon!
well i will keep you up to date on all!
wishing everyone a great day!
i have tried for the past 4 years to not think about lyes but guess it is back in my life and will always be part of my life!
any help and advice would be helpfulll
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