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I was just wondering is anyone gets unexplainable rage. Or just gets completely emotional out of the blue. I'm pretty sure for me it's the Bartonella, but why?
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That is so common -and BARTONELLA sent it to a higher level -when mixed with lyme.
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I always take my pistol out and cap off a few rounds to help with the anger
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I struggle with this too! I know that I'm just miserable to be around sometimes!
For me it feels like a ping-pong ball bouncing around in my brain, if that makes any sense.
One minute I can be cool, calm and collected and then one tiny thing can just set me off.
Then I'll scream, rant, rave, sometimes throw things - all of this usually followed by bawling my eyes out.
Then when it's over, I'm like, "What in the hell is wrong with me?!"
Then I deal with feelings of shame and embarrassment because I know I've made an a@# out of myself and feel awful for treating the ones I love so badly.
And it is the ones I love - they always get the brunt of my crazy moods.
Luckily the ones closest to me are very understanding and forgiving - they just call me Loony Lauren sometimes, LOL!
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This feeling completely went away for me when I was on Cipro, and now that I am off one week, I feel like throwing things.
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I experience it still. I had it yesterday. I no longer apologize for it when other people are affected by it. I'm tired of taking responsibility for something "I" didn't do. I'm sorry it happens to "me" and sorry that other people are affected by it -- I'm sorry in the way you say sorry at a funeral. You don't apologize because "You" killed the person they love, but you apologize because they're experiencing a loss or pain.
I'm sick of apologizing. I do everything in my power to protect others from being affected. I isolate myself. It gets worse obviously while on treatment. With the proper antibiotics, like Levaquin perhaps, it'll disappear, but I don't know.
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Mine has been skyrocketing lately....due to Cipro/Zithro/Rifampin.....and, something called Thieves Oil from Young Living....it seems to open up the blood stream when I take it in pill form.....major herxing
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