Guess what..September 2004
It's BACK!
I have been watching it slowly appear.
The skin on the backs of my hands is so paper thin, it is spooky!
My hands look like there is NO fat or muscle tissue in them. Like a skeleton.
Wish my butt would loose some of that fat too.. while the keets are at it!
HA!
If I try to pinch the skin on my hands or feet.. it is only about 1/10 of an inch thick before you hit bone. No.. it's about 1/10 of an inch thick.. at the MOST.. with 2 layers pinched together.
The veins stick out like they are going to fall off my hands. When pinching the skin... it takes a long while to move back into place.. like it was made of silly putty.
It feels kinda "rubbery".
This time it is both hands and both feet at the same time!
The colors aren't as noticable because I am very dark skinned after the summer.. so a bit harder to see.
Mostly I see pale white against the darker skin... especially around the knuckles.
But the skin is so wrinkled and "lined". Like hmmmmm..
Kinda like taking a very fined tooth comb through some nice sand and seeing the deep lines it leaves across it.. in perfect distance from each other.. so close the lines are almost on top of each other.
I THINK the actual ACA rash is starting to show up on my right arm again... but again.. the tan is making it hard to tell.
And YES! If I get the camera working...
I WILL take pictures. LOTS of pictures!!!
I am also waiting to see if the rash gets VERY noticable... and if so.. will rush down to the dermatologist who said they would do a biopsy for me.
Of course this is the same one who tried to convince me that Bartonella was the "technical name" for Lyme disease.
Oh well!

Anyhow.. this may explain my symptoms coming back on me.. and I will hit the pennicilin soon if LLMD approves.. but I want to wait and see if I can't first get photos and biopsies so we can PROVE this rash is from Lyme and is NOT scleroderma... so don't be telling on me! hehehe
I KNOW we have that strain of Lyme here.. we have noted about a dozen or so folks here at Lyme Net who have the same thing happening... but nobody is listening.
Most folks (medical reports) say it is ONLY in Europe.. but I know better!
And I've never been to Europe...
Not till they build me a bridge will I go!
I am still horrified about all the folks with Lyme being misdiagnosed.. at places like Hopkins and Robert Wood Johnsons... with scleroderma and/or Renauds Syndrome.. being put on STEROIDS! We MUST prove it is Lyme so they will be treated PROPERLY!!!
And the scleroderma patients are reported to die within about 5 years with this condition...
NOT GOOD!!!!!!!
IDIOT DUCKS!
We've GOTTA do something about this!!!
So gang... pray for a pretty rash this time. And a good biopsy report.
