kam
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i have been going through the symptoms taht i hate the most and put me in a place wehre i think death would be better.
don't have what it takes to follow through on this and know that i will get through this again. asking for your prayers with getting through it
have lost track how many days it has been now. praying it breaks soon
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Dekrator48
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Hi kam,
Definitely praying for you!!!
Have faith that you WILL get through this.
Big Hugs!!!!!!!
-------------------- The fibromyalgia I've had for 32 years was an undiagnosed Lyme symptom.
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feelfit
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hang in there KAM. xx
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kam...YOU ARE A FIGHTER!! Hang in there...you will win!! I'm praying for you...
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lymielauren28
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Prayers sent. You'll get through it Kam, you are STRONG
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17hens
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Isaiah 43:1-3
Israel's Only Savior
1 But now, this is what the LORD says-- he who created you, O Jacob, he who formed you, O Israel: "Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine.
2 When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.
3 For I am the LORD, your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior; I give Egypt for your ransom, Cush and Seba in your stead.
Evening, morning and noon I cry out in distress, and He hears my voice. Psalms 55:17
Heal me, O Lord, and I will be healed; save me and I will be saved, for you are the one I praise. Jeremiah 17;14
Kam, these are the Bible verses that I have turned to when I felt like you are feeling now. I hope you don't mind that I share them.
I just want to remind you are not alone, Kam. Many of us have walked in your shoes and we understand. We feel your pain and we care about you.
Hang in there and don't lose heart. We are surrounding the wagons and we've got you covered.
-------------------- "My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever." Psalms 73:26
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lyme in Putnam
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You'll be ok. Praying for you.
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steve1906
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Kam, Hang in there and think happy thoughts Try and meditate and think of all the happy places you have been!
You keep being strong, you'll get through this!
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Jane2904
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Hang in there Kam.
Praying it will pass quickly.
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Maybe try to remind yourself of all the people who have been exactly where you are, have felt what you are feeling, and have come through it just fine -- only to feel BETTER AND BETTER, ultimately!
"This too shall pass" -- it's really true.
Sending good vibes your way.
-------------------- Symptoms since age 4 IGM positive Western Blot (Bb) PCR positive Spiro Stat (Anaplasma) Suspect babs and bart Posts: 226 | From Currently in Los Angeles, originally from Malvern, PA. | Registered: Feb 2010
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hi Kam, sending prayers for you hon. I understand the depth of the dark place you are in...try to fill it with beautiful warm gentle bathing sunlight or a beautiful healing rainbow reaching from God's heart to yours.
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Haley
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Hi Kam,
Yes it is a very dark place. I have been there before. I now am able to say each time I have one of these episodes that I know it will pass because it always does.
One day I think I'm dying and a couple of days later the sun is shining and I notice that I am making a small amount of progress.
We are praying for you. If anyone understands it's us.
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My guardian angel, and all those who have gone before me to the more restful place have been assisting me so very much!
I just logged on to start a post. I was gonna write "SO bad off. Please pray!"
My intent was to ask for prayers, not only for myself, but: - for all those who have Lyme disease (aware or unaware), - for all those who care for Lyme patients (be it a kind neighbor, LLMD, late-night researcher, LymeNet moderator, or decent soul in the grocery store aisle...), - for all those who are patient, kind, and civil when we are cognitively challenged by the parasites yet unscathed by appropriate treatment, - and to give THANKS for the grace of God & the Collective Unconscious that brings you to this site and a human to the phone when we most need to hear that voice.
Dear friends, I haven't read the thread above. I must muster more strength from my body again today for tasks that go beyond i have not the words.
Please pray for me as i drive for a blood draw and to retrieve medical documents. I have Lyme neuroborreliosis, Babesia, Bartonella, Ehrlichia, and viruses. I ask for shelter from the sun to protect me from a Doxy burn. I ask for safe roads and good reflexes.
And keep us ALL safe from the lunatic nutjobs who may come out tonight.
I thank God and all that is Good in the Universe for bringing me to this site two months ago.
May the Peace of Healing Love fill your heart, mind, and body this day and evermore. Love, Smile
p.s. - no, i do not have anyone else to drive me. I wasn't born yesterday, it was the day before!
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kam
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thanks will be back to read more when able...but i do think it has broke...
shaking as i type this...need to get my strength back now and lots of rest and wter
need curtains in here...for now trying to hide from the light sensitivity
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I'm so sorry to hear that you are having such a terrible time. It is really difficult to see when you are inside these awful times that you will feel better but trust us when we say that you so definitely will.
Sending gentle hugs and healing prayers.
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Sending BIG hugs and lots of prayers your way! It WILL get better! Hang in there!
-------------------- ? date of bite/no rash 10/09 symptoms, 4/10 diagnosed, after 6 mos. ER visits, tons of docs/tests CDC+ 23/39/41/45/58/66/93 currently on oral plaquenil, doryx, rifampin, pyrazinamide, nystatin, numerous supplements Posts: 718 | From Pennsylvania | Registered: Jun 2010
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quote:Originally posted by kam: don't have what it takes to follow through on this and know that i will get through this again.
Dear kam, Glad to hear you're moving thru and seeking rest in a cozy place.
Not one of us needs to possess everything it takes to beat Lyme into remission. We can trust in our inter-dependence here.
I made it safely to LabCorp and back, but couldn't get Babesia test run on a Fri. Was blessed with a parking space in the deep shade of a tall bldg! Good place to rest & rest 'til the shakes lessened...
Thank you, prayerful friends. Love, Smile
"And I will raise you up on eagles' wings Bear you on the breath of dawn Make you to shine like the sun And hold you in the palm of His hand..."
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"And I will raise you up on eagles' wings Bear you on the breath of dawn Make you to shine like the sun And hold you in the palm of His hand..."
Makes me start singing! (the song!)
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MDW005
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Kam...I don't know the dark place you are in, but
[[[[HUGS]]]] and prayers to you.
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