I really need some advice/input here. I am living in the UK and am a patient of a NY LLMD.During my first visit he asked me if there was any way I could come back to NY for "a while" so that I could be "treated properly". By this, I think he meant by IV. (I have to clarify this, but I am sure that is what was meant).
NOW, the opportunity has presented itself for me to live in NY temporarily - close to the LLMD. A friend has offered me a place to live for a couple/a few months if I need to if I need IV, with my daughter also.
I was worried about giong away (from the UK) and leaving my daughter and husband behind. This illness is enough of a strain without major family upheavals also. Now I have the option of going with my daughter, but hubby has to stay here to help his elderly dad and work.
If I left my daughter here, it would mean my husband couldn't work (he's freelance and travels). If I take her with me I don't know if during IV people generally herx so badly they are incapacitated completely or not. (so that I may not be able to be a good mother to her anyway, it may also be traumatic for her to see me like that). I am also a bit worried about staying with people I don't know that well and perhaps being more or less a "vegetable". Right now, you could say that despite this illness I am pretty functional - I can manage to do everything I NEED to do in a day, usually. However, my taste of life on Flagyl last week to treat Helicobacter Pylori made me realize that the treatment for Lyme might make me so ill I won't function AT ALL.
Basically, I don't know what to do. As I am American, I have enquired and it LOOKS like I may be eligible for some state covered medical insurance (medicaid?) from having asked over the phone.
In other words: IS having IV going to make a SIGNIFICANT difference to the outcome of my recovery, and speed of recovery - as opposed to staying in the UK and having JUST orals?
If it is, I seriously have to consider adding this new dynamic to my life: changing the way our family exists for several months, and who knows if that could also cause some permanent "damage", I don't know. Also, I wouldn't be able to make this happen for another 3 months at least, so I will still be doing orals to start I guess.
Dll
Would the medical benefits outweigh the upheaval and stress of it all?
Dll
[This message has been edited by dontlikeliver (edited 12 May 2004).]