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2 clocks. 2 phones. i think i'm going to have to go without a cell phone for a while until i'm done have pysch herxes. which are by far the worst type of herx ever. i dont know if its bart babs or lyme but some mornings i wake up with the devil in me.
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I hear ya. I lost my last 3 jobs, almost lost my fiance and family.
I've smashed absolutely evrything I own/owned, and destroyed my fiance's things as well.
I destroyed a dozen chairs, punched hundreds of holes in the walls of my last 5 apartments, destroyed a ceiling fan by punching it which crushed the bone in my little finger (Had to have surgery/pins.), destroyed a TV, 2 computers, lacerations on my forearm, 2 kitchen tables, a hotel room, night stands, garbage cans, doors torn off hinges, kicked out the windshield of a car, smashed dashboards, radios with my bare knuckles (Which are all scarred up by now.)....I could go on and on!
I rage extremely hard EVERYDAY! I yell at my family and my fiance, claiming they don't understand my pain, I yell at Dr's. I threw a potted plant accross a waiting room at a Dr's office. Eventually I was locked up for three days in the looney-bin. That made my rage much, much worse.
I've tried almost every SSRI and anti-psychotic with absolutely no effect.
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Then I tell this to a Dr. and thyey say, "well lets get you on Paxil, or lexapro, or some other crap! I can't hold the rage in. I almost abused one of my Dr's!
My psychiatrist cut me off cold turkey from my Valium, and wanted to go back on an anti-=psychotic that I already tried before!
I filed a formal complaint against her for delaying treatment, and under-prescribing. I also had a crazy plan against her which I can't even mention here.
What can you do for something so extreme?
Please don't tell me to go rent a comedy, or go for a walk in the park!!!!!!!!
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It'll get better...back in the days when i figured out the only way i'd recover was to self-treat and some of the know-it-alls just kept saying 'go to the doctor' I could have destroyed an anvil.
the anvil is intact and so am I.
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f&^&*cking a james, thats some anger. i noticed my worst rage was exarcerbated by sunlight/brightlights. when i went into a dark quiet area i would always calm down. give it a test. i was also on trilafon for a bit which was kind of like getting a tranquilizer dart.
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Is it a coinfection that causes rage or is it lyme, itself??
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I'm IFA positive for Bartonella (PCR Neg.) as well.
I guess Bartonella causes more rage than Lyme.
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James, what you describe is gravely concerning. Did you have any of these symptoms before Lyme? I am wondering if you had a chemical imbalance before having Lyme.
This is an extreme case you are describing, and you really need to seek appropriate treatment ASAP. You are describing a very high risk situation. You could end up in jail or hurting yourself or someone else.
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James, what leads you to say the bartonella causes more rage than Lyme? I tend to agree but I think both cause substantial rage. Do you notice a difference between bartonella and lyme rage? I'm curious. I did notice in reading accounts of bartonella rage that it often involved throwing/breaking things.
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Another coinfection to consider is mycoplasma.
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Hi James Marschner, My son has taken bicellin IM injections (8 of them) and got severe herx. He is going through high outburst/rage/anger uncontrollable with brain fog, confusion, cannot express good, derealization, talks to himself, laughs to himself, high irritability. surprisingly, he did not get rage/anger for 12 days in psych hospital. psych dr. prescribed trilafon which makes him calm.
any detox for anger/outburst specifically?. trying alkaseltzer, burbur, primrose oil. any suggestions, please.
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I wonder if the rages are not also environmental as well? Smart meters, elec mag in the air, molds (as houses become more an more "sealed" and just recirculate inside air).?
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Tx, could be. Maybe there's a mold connection too.
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Doesnt have to be a problem.
ZERO alarm clocks here damaged, NO cell phones nor remotes.
ALL walls and doors intact and not replaced.
Keeps my 'cost of living' down.
Think excess rage needs 'something'
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