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just wanted to tell someone how I'm feeling...
I'm tired of being left out... I'm tired of being left behind...
...and I'm tired of feeling sad...sick..bored and lost... seems though when I do loose my way.. I always come back to you guys !!!
thanks for being here!!!!! mtree
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Sounds like youre in the same frame of mind im in today. I had myself a nice little rant about being sick and tired of being sick and tired. Its almost 5pm and im still not dressed and havent moved off the couch except to go to the bathroom. Supper from the local cafe AGAIN. I so get it...i just want to feel good again!
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joalo
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I can totally relate. Hang in there!!
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BoxerMom
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You said a mouthful, mtree! We can all relate.
some days I just feel like telling some one how I really feel...
anyone care to share how you really feel??
mtree
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Earlier I just sent a rant to my friend, saying how TIRED I am of all this.
(((hugs))) to everyone.
It is a relief to be able to say what you are really feeling and not like I do all day long at work, pretending that everything is fine, or putting a positive spin on everything for most of my friends and relatives so they won't think me an utterly gloomy or self-pitying person.
But sometimes I just need to have a tantrum, like I did today. Can't say if it helped, because I'm still in a lousy mood.
Everybody hang in there. This is just part of the roller coaster. We're all going to make it in the long run.
-------------------- Don't forget to laugh! And when you're going through hell, keep going!
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kam
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I feel like running away! Want to go with me?
I was just thinking it would be nice to start a fund to give a few people a break a year but my health is not up to having what it takes to start a fund.
Send them somewhere within their health limits to just get away from it all for a while.
Level the playing field for a while.
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Kam......I'd love to come along with you...
I just hate that no matter where I go..what I do...I have to take this sickness with me...
...and then pretend I'm fine amoungst the 'normals'....
I sooooooooooo don't want to be this person anymore... wish I could take a break from me!!
hope today is a better day for us all!! mtree
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