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I have not been here for a few weeks because I have not felt well and I just haven't felt like socialixing or talking to anybody outside of my immediate family. Nothing personal to anybody, I just haven't had it in me.
Last week I started feeling more like interacting with people and then on Valentine's Day my daughter's good firend killed himself, he had just recently turned 15. We have been devastated and heartbroken.
We had just taken him to dinner with us a couple of months ago, he was such a sweet, beautiful, funny, smart boy and we aren't doing very well.
I just wanted to stop in and say that I haven't checked totally out of the website. I also want to say that I don't know when I will be back so please do not be offended if I don't reply to anybody. On the other hand I might feel better coming here and "socializing", I just don't know yet.
Thank you and take care...
-------------------- Down on her knees, she wept on the floor. This hopeless life, she wanted no more. Dead in the mind and cold to the bone, She opened her eyes and saw she was alone. ~Seether Posts: 427 | From Rhode Island | Registered: May 2011
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Dogsandcats
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My heart aches for you and your family -and his family. Such a horrible experience for everyone.
Pop in when you like. That is the wonderful thing about us is you can pop in and out.
But, it is most appreciated that you wrote to tell us. We do like to know how people are doing.
Keep in touch as you can.
Again, sorry for everyone's loss.
-------------------- God will prepare everything for our perfect happiness in heaven, and if it takes my dog being there, I believe he'll be there.
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dbpei
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So sorry to hear of this tragedy. Thinking of you... It will be hard for you because your daughter is going to need your support - and you need some too! These things just don't make sense. Try to be good to yourself and appreciate every moment you have with your daughter and family. My heart goes out to you.
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momindeep
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A very hard thing...I am sorry.
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payne
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momand2kids... in prayer, and will continue on praying.. asking the Lord to find a comfort in your life that will keep you on the rock and that others need your strenghts.. my daughters friend also followed that route.. may others find life is a worthy event.. wanting you to find yourself by way of the lighthouse in our storms..to be found needed in all things with your daughter.. wayne
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randibear
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oh mom i am so sorry for you. when it rains it pours, don't it??
just be there for your daughter since she will need a lot of support.
my husband's friends son, but he was in his 30's, did that too, but he was big on drugs and booze.
still it's so tough.
just checked back with us when you feel up to it.
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I'm so sorry to hear that he was a close friend of your daughter and family. In case you haven't heard about it yet, there is a grief & loss support group meeting at his high school tomorrow (Thursday the 23rd) from 7-8, for parents and/or students. Future meetings may be planned if there is interest.
Again, so sorry.
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linky123
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So sorry to hear this. This is heartbreaking; I know. You all are in our thoughts and prayers.
Take care and God bless.
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jackie51
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I'm so sorry to hear this and so sorry for your loss.
Take care of yourself and your daughter.
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