gigimac
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Months ago I got the last of my badly infected teeth pulled. Around this time I started feeling better. I was also taking silver everyday also added small dose co.
I started to change. I stopped being as shy and I had more mental energy and clarity. I was feeling great. I didn't even want to speak about it at the thought jinxing it.
I attributed this to the silver. Then I got a new tick bite and got on doxy.
Fast forward to now. I have almost completely lost my filter. I'm saying mean things before thinking. Not really horrible but things, but it is not like me.
The me I have always been is shy and over filters and never says what's on my mind.
My brain won't shut off. I can't sleep . I feel the need to be engaged in a chat or listen to music constantly. I sleep with music on now. I never would have done that.
I felt so alive and happy now I feel angry, sad and things get on my nerves soo easily. There is still some happy in there but why is my brain spinning why do I have to be mentally engaged to feel ok?? I even type differently its like I became someone else.
could it be a co infection or did I just become adhd or bipolar or whatever over a months time or so?
why can't I feel better without feeling crazy I thought my brain was coming back online but now it is just too much.
gigimac
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This started before the doxy. it started with me taking silver and getting my teeth pulled out.
The doxy does seem to make it quite a bit worse though...
I'm on probiotics
Lymetoo, my bart test was negative but based on my reaction to azith etc. and the fact I have lived with and been scratched by cats literally my whole life, it is quite possible I have it.
Thanks for the links phoip.
I am going off doxy. I have been on it 30 days as of tomorrow anyway. (for the new tick bite)
I don't want to give up my silver yet..
I have been drinking 2 cups of coffee everyday. that wouldn't do this, right?
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Your initial post says you were feeling great until you took doxy...???
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pretty common with lyme and also from dyshyosis of the gut
Its brutal,my brain doesn't shut down.
Even my dreams are in high speed and lots of nightmares.
5htp and l theanine can slow your brain down some but don't take 5 http if you are on ssri
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gigimac
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Yes, it has been a cumulative effect. Started feeling better after taking silver. more alert more desire to do things, then I started to want to talk to people for first time in ages. started feeling a lot less shy.
I felt happy, hopeful, maybe ecstatic at times. Then I took doxy.That feeling grew and grew but then it shifted to all those feelings Plus less filter, plus saying what I think even if its not the nicer thing to say, then getting mad easily at times.
More emotional maybe. talking a mile a minute, brain switching from one subject to another quickly, way more impulsive.
My brain and body was in numbness for sooo long. It is so strange, the spineless couch potato I was and wouldn't even a hold a conversation or talk on phone cause it took too much energy or speak to anyone has changed so much.
to be clear, even though I feel kind of crazy at times, not every second of the day, I still prefer this over the me that laid numbly on the couch with no interest in life and had given up, waiting to see if I would die.
like a am a different person
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It sounds like maybe you were clinically depressed due to the tooth infection, and now your body is needing to readjust --- some of the symptoms you are describing are similar to adhd and/or mania -- but all of these things are mediated by neurotransmitters. Doxy really messes with my mood -- and I know it does that to other people too. Hopefully once you are off it and it is out of your system, you'll start to find a more normal-feeling middle ground.
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gigimac
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Today has been a lot more back to normal and have been off doxy. I'm not feeling crazy. the doxy makes me feel crazy now for some reason it seems.
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So glad to hear this good news, gigi.
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