[This message has been edited by pq (edited 18 April 2005).]

I had a comment, but then I read the replies and forgot my point.

Anger is raging through my body and sole. As with many of you I was ill for a very long time and missed my children growing up.

The memories are not there only pictures to look at and it breaks my heart. I would say that is on top of my anger list.

Anger is no early diagnosis therefore no treatment at an early stage.

Anger is freaking out on my husband tonight and I don't know why so I can't even say I am sorry because I don't know why.I can only cry it out.

I tried to read some of the postings but my eyes can't focus very long. I usually try to look at what I can do rather than not to keep a positive attitude but anger got a hold of me very tightly tonight.

I hate everything todo with this horrible disease. I want to have a life with my family and share the simple things.

Yes, I am very depressed tonight. Hopefully tomorrow will bring better things.

I appolize for going on but not for the time we all lost in our life. It is too short.

I pray for all of us and hopefully we will all be well very soon.

I know they say there is a reason for all that happens in ones life I am still trying to figure this out.

how do i get over drs laughing at me while i was dying?

and thier children living well and healthy.

grant t liu, lauded on a book review website as the "rising star" of neuro-opt and teaching the next generation of neuro opts. thinking in '98, 4 rashes that i can document in those yrs now with photos. wish awareness were better then and i knew what the rashes looked like. we didn't even have tv reception for more than 10 yrs.

but i became acutely ill on our '91 visit to nantucket island with both babesia and lyme, but did not know what hit me. and reinfectd...and sick husband...and passed it on to our children...

and grant t liu "leeping liu liu", thinks severe pain, severe insomnia and severe neuoro symptoms are oh ho ho ho so so so funny! i will post my records soon.

skanks!

and my daughter, due to her undx lyme symptoms, we sent her to a small private school, Quaker school! becuase of her symptoms, and well, he classmates mum was a , is a ? pediatric infectious disease specialists of "the best" variety. would have been nice if she had dx my children. would have been nice

friend scott, we are now 99.9% convinced also suffered from lyme. an area mag writer was very close friends with his mom. was going to expose the lyme controversy in spring 2000. but instead. article was "best" pediatric specialists, not suprisingly to me now, the mum of my duaghters classmate.

scott tied wieghts to himself and jumped into the delaware river - 4 yrs? - 4 yrs ago